"Chapter 36 – Hunt the Haunted
I lay wrapped up in Mires arms, lying awake on his chest. I glanced at the clock that was on his wall and bit my lip as I watched the clock strike one in the morning. My worried thoughts returned back to Nathan, who hadn’t come looking for me. I didn’t understand what game he was playing with me, because he told me to go after Mires, which has now left me suspicious and worried.
Mires arms tightened around me as he slept, both of us enfolded up in a blanket. I enjoyed being wrapped up in his arms, being with him now felt right. I knew because in my heart it felt good. But I couldn’t help but feel a nagging sensation in my stomach, because there was something I needed to do that Mires couldn’t and wouldn’t understand.
I needed to get even.
My plan with Nathan has slowly been developing the way I wanted it to. In order to succeed I needed to seduce him and make him trust me enough to be able to think I would never leave him. I wanted to make him pay and suffer for everything he’s done to me. I was weak, but I am no longer. I need to find the one thing he’s used to destroy many innocent girls’ lives and use it and destroy him. The hate for him is undeniable and intoxicating. His past is sad, but I hold no sympathy for him because he hasn’t tried to change like Mires has tried.
I didn’t just want to escape; I wanted to fight back because I felt like I owed it to every soul that is trapped in this house with me. Every girl that Nathan has took and tortured.
But there was one person that was standing in my way right now and that was Mires. Although I loved him with every bit of my being, I knew it was wrong and I knew he wouldn’t set me free. Meaning he was, in reality, a monster.
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