Juanita_dearest

girl you still alive?

Hi girl r u still online

Um so never mind turns out 74 % of my work didn't get saved .....I'm pissed

Hey guys ...
          
          Now before you call me a lazy writer ,
          
          Yes i have been putting off writing ,but hear me out .
          
          In my new school we have 3-5 Important tests throughout about 3 -4 months for each subject and one important Examination at the end of each term ect , so I'm constantly having to revise and keep up so I do well (obviously), well this week has been THAT examination week and next week for all subjects so the heat is cold . So the little time I get off learing is used to eat , chat with friends -which I haven't even been able to do much because of , or on tick tock because I need some sort of disconnection from learing , so until I manage to find a way to balance it I'm gonna be off quite alot . 
          
          But yeahhh just wanted to let you all know because its been like 2 months ...I'm posting a Forever love chap , halfway through another and still deciding what to do with the Td groupchat so bear with me guys .
          
          Byee;)

Chapter 10 of Forever love is out!
          Please give me feedback on how you are finding the book so far

Chapter 9 of Forever love is out now .
          Working on The gc tho

Helloo ,i  have something importang to say ...
          
          Forever love is back ! I know ,I know it's been awhile but I've had a breakthrough with plots to last the rest of the book which now might go up to about 20-25 chapters. It's really worth sticking around because boy do i have a lot in store : betrayals withen families ,long lost friends , break ups ,fires,confusion ect. So yeah with that being said chapter 8 is out with more coming! - love Juanita 
          
          

Hello blessesed,
          I might be offline for some time as I'm moving house ,so please excuse me if I don't reply or write .Love you all x 

TW:self-harm
          
          
          
           
          
          I am the eldest daughter of an African household .This is important because it makes everything I go through worse. Tbh I hate my life ,why am I telling people online ...well it's easier I guess than irl...today was just it for me I've been wanting to kill myself since about 9 or 10 but I can't ,I decided to cut myself today but that didn't really help at all . And I feel so very lonely in my family because I feel I have no one who will hear or listen . This is a very small vent but one very needed to ease the pain a bit by sharing my thoughts to people who will hear.
          
          I love you all -Juanita

Realising that your ' best friend ' dosent give you the same love you give them really hurts.I hate growing up.