JuicyLittleMango

Sino pa mga active dito? Bibigyan ko ng salonpas 

leirahlovesyou

@JuicyLittleMango pahingi kailangan ko na hahaha
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JuicyLittleMango

This is so hard. The last time na nag update ako dito was 2 years ago, some are sending me messages kung kailan daw yung UD and there were some fans pa sinabihan ko ng particular time pero di ko nagawa. 
          
          I remembered way back 2012 when I first saw Mika Reyes on TV and grabe na attract ako talaga sa kanya then an idea flashed na try kung gumawa ng fan fiction na story about her then my cousin suggested na si Kiefer Ravena nalang daw. And so, dun nag start ang "The Rivalry" di ko alam kung anong nangyari na bigla nalang dinumog yung isang chapter ng story at suddenly may mga demands na, comments and messages. I was so overwhelmed that time kasi before, yung mga stories ko hindi nagwo-work kaya laking gulat ko talaga na pumatok ang TR kaya nasundan pa siya ng mga kung anu-anong mga bagay at storya basta kung ano lang yung pumasok sa isip ko ginagawa ko dito sa wattpad.
          
          But as time goes on beyond my notice, hindi ko na pala naalagaan ang mga stories ko kasi I was thinking na okay lang siguro, maybe its okay for me to stop kasi libangan ko lang naman eh. Pero mabot ng ilang dekada ang rest ko until someone from my school red my TR. sabi niya "Uy! Ganda ng story mo, tapos na yun?" Hindi ako makasagot, kasi for sure magagalit yun pag sinabi ko na hindi pa tapos but i have no choice I said "di pa ahh, wala na yata akong balak tapusin yun." 
          
          
          I was expecting na sasabihin niya na "AHHH di ko nalang pala yun babasahin mabibitin lang ako eh"
          
          
          But she did not utter the words that I was expecting from her. Ang sabi niya, "Nah, sayang kawawa naman fans mo."
          
          
          Napahiya ako. yeah, she's right. I was being selfish. After all those things that my fans gave to me, yung saya, lungkot, dismaya, pressure  yung feeling na hindi lahat nakakaexperience.
          
          Now, I decided to  continue the things that I left. BUT ITS SO HARD! 
          
          
          hindi ko alam kung may magbabasa ba, kung ano ang mararamdaman ko, kung paano ulit.
          
          
          yeah. this is so freakin' hard. I'm starting to quit again -_-

JuicyLittleMango

@PotatoLovePotato really thank you so much for that, but yeah right now i am still in the middle of choosing between to continue everything or not. :)
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PotatoLovePotato

@JuicyLittleMango hi. i hope this is not late. just wanna say that i deeply appreciated TR way back then (when i was still a silent fangirl) and up until now. i already created a fangirl account yet your story is still on my library. hope you find the courage that you needed to continue writing. xoxo.
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JuicyLittleMango

thank you @eaya09 ! nakakaboost ka ng energy! :*
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