Juladrinkswater

Im backkkkkkkkkkk
          	
          	Also ive magically gained 10 followers in my absence tysm. I also wrote a 1000 character message explaining my leave but thats been mysteriously deleted. I also think i was somewhat hacked because I deleted wattpad and i had to rechange my password like 4 times to log in. Which doesn’t make sense, because who would want to hack my crusty a-s? I’ve been absolutely *not* productive in my time off. Im back at school. (Whoo...) anyways, hope you lot are doing well. I wont be as active as i used to be. Im still focusing on my mental health, dont mind me.

desiredeuphoria

glad to have you back! 
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Vamprixussa

this message may be offensive
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                         HELLO WATTPADIAN, VAMPRIXUSSA HERE
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          ▌│█║▌║▌║ I am back again! I know it's been a long time, but better late then never, eh?♥♥♥♥♥ ║▌║▌║█│▌
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          Laminate your notes so that the tears roll off them.
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          Unfuck yourself. Be who you were before the fuckening dimmed your shine.
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          Always check your receipt. Notice the fact that you never bought bullshit and never will.
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          Remember, Facts over feelings.
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          Sometimes, you have to prioritise being safe over being nice.
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          If you are not where you are in life, why are you chilling so much? Get your ass back to working.
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          Turn the wounds into wisdom.
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          Sincerely,
          Your Random Wattpadian,
          Vamprixussa
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Vamprixussa

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                         HELLO WATTPADIAN, VAMPRIXUSSA HERE
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          ▌│█║▌║▌║ Well, I was just wondering like a homeless ghost here, so I decided to drop by! Hope you are doing well ♥♥♥♥♥ ║▌║▌║█│▌
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          I hope you are sleeping well.
          Remember, Sleeping is nice because you are not actually dead and you are not awake, so it's a win-win situation.
          It's like being dead without commitment.
           An open relationship with death.
           Death with benefits.
          So have fun with it ;)
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          Drink plenty of water. C'mon, cheer up your organs in your body.
          Stay home, Stay safe. Remember to wear a mask.
          Eat Pasta. Run Fasta.
          
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          2. Deja Brew  - Slowly Rememberings things when you are drunk
          3. Hakuna Ma Vodka - No memories for the rest of your night
          4. Fabulous - The person reading this.
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          Remember, never. ever. picture yourself as a piece of trash. 
          I am an environment lover, and I would have to pick you up.
           I know I am seventeen years old but I am really short to pick you up properly xD♥♥♥
          Don't know about being a hostage, but it's nice to be held isn't it? ;) 
          Hold on to your pillow when in trouble and sleep.
          Have a great day!

Juladrinkswater

@Vamprixussa I know this is super late but thanks for this x 
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Juladrinkswater

Im backkkkkkkkkkk
          
          Also ive magically gained 10 followers in my absence tysm. I also wrote a 1000 character message explaining my leave but thats been mysteriously deleted. I also think i was somewhat hacked because I deleted wattpad and i had to rechange my password like 4 times to log in. Which doesn’t make sense, because who would want to hack my crusty a-s? I’ve been absolutely *not* productive in my time off. Im back at school. (Whoo...) anyways, hope you lot are doing well. I wont be as active as i used to be. Im still focusing on my mental health, dont mind me.

desiredeuphoria

glad to have you back! 
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Juladrinkswater

Hello fellow wattpad users,
          
          After contemplating a lot, I've thought out a descision
          (please excuse my spellings)
          
          Anyhow, I have gone into this massive titanic phase. (This is something I normally do after reading or watching something good)
          I have been planning and drafting a re-write of titanic, but its girl x girl. Should I keep Rose and Jack, but make Jack a girl and change up the plotline or should I just make two oc's, one with a similar situation to Rose's, and just change up the rest of the plotline? Either way, I will include canon phrases and moments. 
          
          Oh, and about my untitled book, I will be continuing that, but in the sidelines with inconsistent updates probably. I just want to get all this down on word before my phase goes out because I just have so many ideas. 
          
          I've drafted either plotline and I can adjust them
          I'm kinda leaning towards the Rose x fem Jack but I just change a whole lot of the storyline. idk

SofiaThe_1st

Rose x fem Jack 100%
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Juladrinkswater

Okayy please read this, 
          Even if you dont follow me
          So I've been feeling like this for a while. I don't know what I am. Some days I don't really feel feminine and I would prefer to identify as no gender on these days. Like legit, I could feel super feminine for the whole week and then like on Saturday, I just feel like going by they / them if you get me. I don't want to miss label myself of course, but I've legit been on so many forums. I've even joined discord servers but most of them say its "just a phase" but I don't feel like it's just a phase. Maybe it is. I don't know. I get a lot of 'demigirl' and I do think I am but I want to clarify because I am so confused about my identity. 

Juladrinkswater

Oop I didn't mean to at myself
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Juladrinkswater

@ -ineedhealing  I actually do think I am genderfluid and I will probably start identifying as that at but for now at least until I'm sure, I just won't label it and just use my preferred pronouns. Thanks  for the help!
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Juladrinkswater

Do you ever feel like someone you are close to and love dearly has ultimately gone and hurt you, but you can't end the relationship you have because you have too much of a bond with them and you just care too much for them?
          
          Yeah, that's maybe a little bit of what I'm feeling right now.