idk who I am anymore

They say you have to love your self before you love another then how come I forget bout me and just poured my self on you yet you gave 0% in return 
          
          
          -gigi 

Bestie more like a sister only known each other for 2 months but I already get you. You told me that I make you happy and we share things no one else knows and that what make are friendship so bold.
          
          -gigi 

You broke my heart October 22 and the next day you seemed fine but.... What about me your promise you swore that you would keep the lies you shared from your teeth where fake just like your love for me. And all just so you could try with my bestie. The sad thing is you broke up with and then at the end you told me you loved me and never talked to me again.how did my fist love go wrong so fast. 
          
          
          -gigi 

I can't think what to say or what to feel it just hurts why did u leave me you said u would never hurt me physically but you never said mentally now I'm here confused drowning in an ocean of tears and I'm almost at the bottom you'll never reach me in time not now not ever
          
          -gigi 

You text me at 1am the spirits wake me up at 3am and tell me your with her why?
          
          -gigi

I really wish I wouldn't have feelings cuz Everytime you stab my back I pull the knife out and hand it back to you so that you can just leave and do it again. 
          
          
          -gigi 

I've made a new friend at school her name is Selena and I love her already and she takes my sadness away I love u Selena!!!!!!

Hey guys I might start another story what do u think let me know!!

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Hey blue roses hahaha if u have any ideas for my story let me know byeeee