Julian

Hey, this is one of Julian's friends, and I'm going to be honest, it's been a really long time since I've talked to him, about two years. I only today found out about this, not that Julian's mother didn't tell me. She didn't know I was their friend, since they didn't have my number in their phone... I still can believe that their gone, after everything that I said to them, I never got to tell them I'm sorry, and how much I loved them... I've missed you man, I hope heaven, or hell (preferably heaven) is treating you to the world. 
          
          -Caleb Forest

A few days ago, it was October 18th, Julian would have been 13. I send out this message to wish my child a happy 13th birthday. 

hey, this feel really weird. so, i haven’t checked this account in a while, and my heart kinda stopped when i read your bio. i know we didn’t talk very much but you were nice. to your family, i hope you’re doing okay, i understand this is tough, and to you, i’m gonna miss you. fly high angel

If you’re still here, please, please talk to me. I want to know if your ok. 
          Please don’t do this to me. I know the feeling, but just please don’t give in. There are people out there who love and care for you. We’re here for you. 
          I’m here for you 
          Stay alive <33