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hey, julie, it's chris, and...i don't know if you are going to get this but....i messed up....bad...my parents got mad at me for a stupid reason again, and now...i'm banned from my phone for a week, and this is the only way i can talk to you privately (i think). i'm so sorry that i'm not gonna be able to text you, even though i did nothing. normally i wouldn't be this mad about this, but this time...i think i'm gonna cry....why can't my parents be nice to me? why can't i have a happier life? and...this brings back an old sad question i had...how can you possibly bein love with a piece of human garbage like me?...i wish i could make you happier...but with all these things getting in the way...i just can't...and i feel so bad...i probably will be super depressed this week, and afterwards, i'm probably gonna make some more shit out of spite because of my parents. i don't know what else to say other then "i'm sorry", because i just can't stop messing up everything. again, i apologize for you having to read this, and i hope you have a better week than i will.