June Seas

I just reread my old book "Antwoord", and Jesus Christ, it truly deserves a sequel. I'm probably not going to, since I'm not really as into Joost Klein as I used to be, but I do still follow his work and his journey (super proud of him performing at Coachella). Anyways, I just had a few ideas too about what could happen that I thought of sharing since it may never be written, which I thought was sad. So, imagine that Aggu has invited her to a birthday as her first time back in Germany in years. She had cut contact with everyone, and Aggu didn't even think she would show up in the first place when he sent the invite, but she showed up. She casually meets all the old Germans who were in the first book, but secretly she knew exactly who she wanted to see there, and then it happens the reunion that everybody had waited for: Ellie and Joost. However, Ellie is now in a happy relationship (for once, I think I mean that), and she has recovered greatly from her eating disorder and is genuinely doing well. I think it would be kinda cool to do a bit of a broken Joost where he isn't quite himself and doesn't have his life on track with all the shit that had happened (the Ellie thing, Eurovision, and so on). So in a way, the two main characters' vibes have switched in the sequel. But in some way, Ellie later moves back to Germany with her boyfriend and becomes a part of Joost's daily life again, along with Aggu, where we see the story unfold between the two who used to be lovers. So it would probably not be an enemies-to-lovers book, but more so a friendship-to-lovers that, unfortunately, would end happily (mostly since I couldn't make an unhappy ending twice). However, still filled with some anger towards what happened back then and how it truly was a silly thing that blew out of proportion, so of course, extremely much drama (and especially with the loving ex-boyfriend, who may be a character that was already was introduced in the first book). Anyways just a few thoughts

Hi babes! During my 5 years on this app and throughout all the books I have written it has been a continuous thing for me to say that I can’t write because I have to focus on school (or more so I just have to attend school since I’m not gonna lie have never really done anything there). Well guess what? I finally graduated and now have “sabbatår” as we say in Danish or translated intro English “sabbatical year”. Which means I now have around 2-3 years where I can test out if writing is something I want to do fulltime or generally invest time in. So where do I even begin? I don’t know. But I have a shit ton of ideas I want to bring to the light and maybe just 1 person will read it? Or I’ll suddenly find a new person to be inspired by and write a whole new fanfic about, since to my knowledge I was pretty popular with the Joker Out and Joost Klein fandom (love the arctic monkeys fandom too but everyone knows nothing beats Bad Decisions). Anyways I’m kinda back and wanted to say hi and hopefully some people still want to read my work. Love ya, kiss kiss

New month new hyper fixation. This time the whole world has it at the same time, yeah you guessed right T.O.P or known to many as THANOS from squid game (but I’m genuinely not really vibing with that character, I just love the actor/ rapper). I’m genuinely in desperate need of a good fanfic of him. And you would think that if the artist is so popular, there should be splendid content….unfortunately that is not the case. I wouldn’t say I’m picky with my books but I just can’t seem to find any good ones that I would add to my re-read list. And he is the perfect man to write about. He is similar to Joost, but then again not at all. T.O.P is just so sad with everything he has experienced yet still makes jokes and be silly at the same time (that quality reminds me of Joost Klein. I think I’m just in love with sad men). If it was summer vacation right now I would have written a whole book about him in June style, yk with so much drama, but the good kind of drama. Sorry I needed to yap for a moment to stop myself once again from writing another book after I countless times have told myself that I’m finished writing fanfiction.

Hi hi if i May Ask why was Umazane misli take down?? I understand umuru zate as it wasnt finished but why such a good kris ff? 

(Used to be MattHeldersTheThird). So if you couldn't tell I changed my username to June Seas. I have been wanting to change it for years but felt like I was forced to keep it so people would remember who I was, but I'm so ready for the next part in my little writing "career" that I can't let those fears stop me anymore. The name June holds a special place in my heart and is very dear to me so I always knew that I wanted to be referred to as June. I genuinely hope you will welcome it, if not then fuck you (affectionately). If you are so clever that you thought that this changing name couldn't be so coincidental then I'm here to tell you that you are totally correct. NEW THINGS COMING SOON!

I’m seriously going to strangle a man any time these days. I hate men. I hate all men, every little expectation. I hate myself for setting expectations for men only for them to be swiped away as soon as they move, talk or frankly just open their eyes. I hate that men can be excused by a simple sentence “he is just a man…”. So? I’m just a fucking women but I don’t make excuses based on my own gender? I’m having a bad day and the sole purpose is men. I hate them so much. Enough yap, how was your day? 

Hi, I just wanted to tell you I love you and I appreciate every single one of you. I don’t know how it’s possible but more and more people discover my books every single day, and I couldn’t be more grateful. As Stunje would say..ETERNALLY GRATEFULLLLLL!❤️ . Anyways I just wanted to yap a little about the Joost fandom these days really quick. I feel like as soon as I ended Antwoord the whole fandom just died. On one hand I think it is good that it has gone down a bit for Joost own sake since he seemed not to be thriving in that environment that had been created in his fandom. On the other hand I’m also a bit disappointed since there are barely any Joost Klein Fics that are being updated, everything is just silent. I want to be able to contribute to keeping the books alive on this app yet I also know I will only disappoint myself since I know it won’t ever get as much attention as Antwoord or In The Moshpit. This was truly nothing important other than the fact that someone please write something so my boring ass has something to read. Lots of love to you all, kiss kiss

Currently really hating myself for now not saying yes to be apart of the Wattpad creators program, that I was invited by Wattpad itself (they literally messaged me with a contract). Don’t get wrong I love writing my own things with my own plots but to be able to give my ideas to professionals, having people read my chapters through to improve it and then having them promote my shit as I’m starting to write my first official book is crucial. Anyways this was my late night yap because I can’t shut the fuck up and let y’all be. Anyways I love ya so much, kiss kiss

I just posted my last chapter (well it’s an epilogue but you know what I mean). If you read the last part then you know that I won’t continue as a writer anymore. But that being said it is meant as in the fan fiction world because I have in fact been working on a little something for the last six months. It’s an actual book that I have plans on writing from scratch but haven’t had the time for since I’ve been too occupied with all these books. I don’t know if anyone cares about my work other than their favorite artists fan fiction but I guess I just want to challenge myself. If I’ll ever post the book on here it won’t be out until I have finished it so it might take everything from months to a year. I want to create a piece of art that maybe can lead me somewhere in life, or at least something that I’m proud of (not that I’m not proud of the other books I have created but they are all based on a real life person whose music have inspired me to write). I love you all so much but goodbye for now, kiss kiss

I canceled my plans and now ready to write the filthiest smut to Antwoord. Tihi will be up in a few hours