June Seas

Hi hi if i May Ask why was Umazane misli take down?? I understand umuru zate as it wasnt finished but why such a good kris ff? 

(Used to be MattHeldersTheThird). So if you couldn't tell I changed my username to June Seas. I have been wanting to change it for years but felt like I was forced to keep it so people would remember who I was, but I'm so ready for the next part in my little writing "career" that I can't let those fears stop me anymore. The name June holds a special place in my heart and is very dear to me so I always knew that I wanted to be referred to as June. I genuinely hope you will welcome it, if not then fuck you (affectionately). If you are so clever that you thought that this changing name couldn't be so coincidental then I'm here to tell you that you are totally correct. NEW THINGS COMING SOON!

I’m seriously going to strangle a man any time these days. I hate men. I hate all men, every little expectation. I hate myself for setting expectations for men only for them to be swiped away as soon as they move, talk or frankly just open their eyes. I hate that men can be excused by a simple sentence “he is just a man…”. So? I’m just a fucking women but I don’t make excuses based on my own gender? I’m having a bad day and the sole purpose is men. I hate them so much. Enough yap, how was your day? 

Hi, I just wanted to tell you I love you and I appreciate every single one of you. I don’t know how it’s possible but more and more people discover my books every single day, and I couldn’t be more grateful. As Stunje would say..ETERNALLY GRATEFULLLLLL!❤️ . Anyways I just wanted to yap a little about the Joost fandom these days really quick. I feel like as soon as I ended Antwoord the whole fandom just died. On one hand I think it is good that it has gone down a bit for Joost own sake since he seemed not to be thriving in that environment that had been created in his fandom. On the other hand I’m also a bit disappointed since there are barely any Joost Klein Fics that are being updated, everything is just silent. I want to be able to contribute to keeping the books alive on this app yet I also know I will only disappoint myself since I know it won’t ever get as much attention as Antwoord or In The Moshpit. This was truly nothing important other than the fact that someone please write something so my boring ass has something to read. Lots of love to you all, kiss kiss

Currently really hating myself for now not saying yes to be apart of the Wattpad creators program, that I was invited by Wattpad itself (they literally messaged me with a contract). Don’t get wrong I love writing my own things with my own plots but to be able to give my ideas to professionals, having people read my chapters through to improve it and then having them promote my shit as I’m starting to write my first official book is crucial. Anyways this was my late night yap because I can’t shut the fuck up and let y’all be. Anyways I love ya so much, kiss kiss

I just posted my last chapter (well it’s an epilogue but you know what I mean). If you read the last part then you know that I won’t continue as a writer anymore. But that being said it is meant as in the fan fiction world because I have in fact been working on a little something for the last six months. It’s an actual book that I have plans on writing from scratch but haven’t had the time for since I’ve been too occupied with all these books. I don’t know if anyone cares about my work other than their favorite artists fan fiction but I guess I just want to challenge myself. If I’ll ever post the book on here it won’t be out until I have finished it so it might take everything from months to a year. I want to create a piece of art that maybe can lead me somewhere in life, or at least something that I’m proud of (not that I’m not proud of the other books I have created but they are all based on a real life person whose music have inspired me to write). I love you all so much but goodbye for now, kiss kiss

I canceled my plans and now ready to write the filthiest smut to Antwoord. Tihi will be up in a few hours 
          

You know what I said about writing this whole weekend? Scratch that, I now have plans every single day. Someone seriously needs to teach me how to say no to people

I can’t fucking wait for the weekend to come around because for once I don’t have plans which means I can finally write. Also you guys might be looking at on getting the ending to Antwoord this weekend (if everything goes to plan). And then I have a little announcement after the last chapter has come out, maybe a bit of a sad one but I’ll keep you notified. I love you all so much babes :)

Real question did nobody understand the ending to “In the Moshpit”? I did write it so it had a double meaning but from what I gathered nobody got the second part which was meant to be the primary ending. Bless all of your hearts for being so sweet and kind but the ending wasn’t supposed to end on a good note. The ending is talking about how Callista has changed her view on men after meeting all these people. She is not afraid of them in the same sense. With Joost then saying the same exact sentence from years ago there is a foreshadowing for what is going to happen again. I even go out in details and say how they loose each other in the Moshpit. Aslan shows up and like always he will be the last person standing to grab her. He is the one who says the last sentence. Callista never gets her happy ending because Aslan will always be there figuratively or literally no matter what she has to say to it. Joost will always loose her in the Moshpit because nothing is strong enough to hold the two broken people together. This was how I meant for it to be interpreted but if you like to imagine it’s all butterflies and happiness then please do so.