June Wiggins

Hi babygurl

people are like what was your situation like with ur bio mom and Im like IDGAF WHAT IT WAS LIKE IM JUST GLAD ITS OVER AND YET PEOPLE STILL JUDGE ME BC OF IT!!!
          https://youtu.be/xTmaY4EsmG8 unfortunately it was like this

https://youtu.be/Mi14RWH8ye8 
          So many reasons to stay...but I don't have one

As you know I have a really bad case of depression and it sucks. I haven't cut but its still tough. I have to explain to my parents that I'm not the same I used to be whenever they ask me what's wrong. If anybody else asks I simply say "I'm broken and I can't be fixed" https://youtu.be/7K7NTXeO3B8

Okay so today is my last day of school and wattpad. I can only use school for wattpad.

For many people who actually read my stories, I need help. Im starting to think that I should stop writing for good the only book I wrote doesn't even have enough views that I want. But it's not only that...I have depression and anxiety. Everyday it gets worse and I dont know how to stop the thought of killing myself. I remember my ex-boyfriend, the one I truly loved, the one that broke me into a million pieces but I still love say "Baby, if you need me I'm here. I will always be here for you. I know it's hard but we'll get through this...together. I promise. I love you." After he broke up with me, I repeated the same thing he said and asked "Did you really love me?" He said "Of course I did, but I can't have a girlfriend that suicidal. If you weren't this way, we would still be together." After I yelled,cried,and cussed at him, I just left and began to cut even worse. It's been 2 years and it still hurts but my suicidal thoughts and actions are still there. I just need to know...Why am I still here?