Ulquiorra Shiffer

Daha önce hiç tanışmadığın birini özlemek, aya özlem duymaya benzer. Aya ulaşmak isteyen bir çocuk gibi, bir ay çiçeğiyle buluşması imkansız olan utangaç bir adamla ilgili bir şarkı söyleyeceğim. Sen 1'e doğru sayarken senin odana koşacağım. Lütfen ben 3'e sayana kadar sen kararını ver. Böylece birbirimize bakabiliriz ve beraber 10'a kadar sayarız. Eğer dileğim gerçekleşirse, sen 20'ye kadar sayamadan ben gitmiş olurum. 

Sizi tekrar görebileceğimi hissediyordum ama..  bu kadar çabuk karşılaşacağımızı ummuyordum. Bir zamanlar geçmişle bağlarınızı kopardığını söylemiştiniz bende öyle yaptım. Artık dünyayı başka bir ışık altında görüyorum. 

Every night, my eyes find themselves fixed on the same window. Though you're not here, the memories are so vivid, it feels like you were with me yesterday. Your voice echoes in my ears, your scent lingers in my nose. When I hear your favorite song, my heart aches. I know time heals all wounds, but mine feels like it was just inflicted.
          
          In memory of Actor Uğur Taşdemir 1965-2024 
          

The infinite void in my eyes, the silence within me, announces the end of everything that belongs to me. As I fade into the shadows, I glide toward the depths of silence. The final moments of my life flow toward eternity with my last breath. 
          
          The days I've spent in this world slip away like dreams. The enigmatic smile on my face conceals the depths of my pain. In a time when words lose their meaning, silence becomes the most powerful language.
          
          Stars faintly shine in the sky, while I quietly depart from this world. In a time when words lose their significance, I vanish into the depths of silence. In my last gaze, the traces of the past fade away.
          
          The echoes reverberating in this world slip through our fingers like grains of sand in time. With my final breath, I surrender my name to oblivion. Drifting toward infinity in the void of silence, the light in my eyes gradually fades. Lost among the shadows, the remnants of my memories turn to dust. The melancholy in the depths of my soul merges with the darkness of silence. Sayanora. 

If I hadn't met you, I would be living a very different life right now. Once you told me you wanted me to be happy, which reminded me of our old days. The happiest days of my life were when I taught you the intricacies of trade. Back then, you listened to what I said without fear. Now, thinking back, it feels like a dream. Since that day, you've always been by my side. But I couldn't reach you. Madam, you wished me happiness and asked me to forget you completely. Loving you caused me great pain. But I know trying to forget you would cause me even greater pain. I can't do that. Know that I will never forget you until I die. I cannot be happy by erasing you from my heart. I will only taste happiness with my last breath, smiling at death with your love in my heart.

Nobody knows who I really am. I never felt this empty before and if I ever need someone to come along who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

"I have no regrets. I have been honored to serve you for years. But there is one thing that saddens me: I couldn't steer you away from that dangerous path you insisted on taking. In fact, I should have convinced you long ago that your wealth and power would someday slip through your fingers. But now we've entered a path with no return. Even if you regret it from now on, it won't be beneficial. Do you remember ..... telling you he pitied you? Now my feelings are similar to his."

Jeju island 

Khampeang 

Khlong Thoei