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I feel like I have no one to talk to about this and no one knows who I am here so I'm here to rant about life :) so first of all I think I love this girl lmao which is so stupid ik like she probably doesn't love me back? idk I have a habit of feeling like everyone hates me and even though we're literally together I cabt help but feel like she doesn't like me???? its dumb dont laugh at me! but I think what makes me loving this girl hurt so much is that i know that no matter how much i want it and no matter how hard I try we probably wouldnt end up together in the future. my family would never accept me and I dont think hers would either. I just live with this overwhelming feeling of guilt that one day I'll probably hurt her so much because I was too selfish to end things sooner. I just want to love her forever and run away with her and be happy but my life, unfortunately isnt a wattpad book and I hate it. I've literally cried myself to sleep everyday for the last few weeks because of how I feel but I dont have the guts or the will to end things cus I'm a bastard and I hate myself and I hate that she makes me feel good cus what if her feelings are like mine and she loves me too and I end things. I'm such a fuckung dick I know. I hope I figure my shit out soon. okay thank you 4 listening bye

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Hey, I hope you’re having a nice day and I hope I’m not bothering you, so could you please check out my new book? Thank you so much in advance! https://my.w.tt/oEarIajoz8

guys I just updated Disgust, I hope you all enjoy it :)

hi everyone!! I just posted the Intro and first chapter to a new book I'll be starting, so please take a look, if you're interested ♡♡

LISTEN. George Zimmerman killed Trayvon Martin in 2012. He Was not only acquitted for second degree murder he is SUING THE BOYS FAMILY FOR DEFORMATION OF CHARACTER FOR $100 MILLION. I am absolutely appalled and disgusted honestly what a poor excuse of a human being. He auctioned off the gun that he used to KILL THIS BOY WITH FOR OVER $100,000. please please spare a minute to sign this petition. And please share it with everyone you know. This man CANNOT get away with this. I sincerely hope, from the bottom of my heart, that he rots in hell. 
          http://chng.it/RnFcDMxHNK

I realised I haven't spoken about this on here but I just wanted to say that if you support trump, if you support police brutality, if you are a part of the "all lives matter" or "blue lives matter" group, please unfollow me, because all lives DO NOT matter until black lives matter. I live in the UK and it's clear that many people, especially in the town I live in are extremely racist and it disgusts me. No one person is better than the other. 
          If anyone would like any petitions to sign please messege me. If you cannot donate, there are YouTube videos you can watch in which all the proceeds go to charities to support people of colour. 
          And to all my black brothers and sisters, from the bottom of my heart, I love you. We will fight through this. Please stay strong. ♡ 

had McDonald's today for the first time in over two months and now I feel like my life is complete 

Lowkey sometimes when I'm reading books I get an overwhelming feeling of unhappiness, because everything I read is all just in a story, you know? It's not real. The whole idea of love, everything I know about it, is what I've read in books. When I read books, it makes me feel like maybe I haven't ever really experienced what love is. It makes me miss the feeling of being loved or cherished. People in books love their latter for who they are, with all their flaws. They'd pick them over someone else, love them unconditionally. I know I'm only 17, I have my whole life to live and so many more people to love, but sometimes I feel like the kind of love we read in books isn't a reality. It's not even love, its friendship, relationships. It may be different for others but it's just, I would say I'm close to one person in a way that could be expressed in a story of two bestfriends. But what is our story? I think about the stories I'll tell my children when I grow up about my youth and all i think about is how many times I've wanted to kill myself or the fights with my parents, or the recurring days of me crying myself to sleep and I'm sick of it. I dont even want pity im just so angry at the world and at myself for wasting what I've had of my life so far and not making every moment matter, like in books. Every moment is cherished, every action is done with a reason. I wish I was in a book. I wish I wasnt even real.

Pperhaps I'm working on something right now... I've not been too pleased with how Broken turned out. I will be updating, but it will be very slow. Hopefully in a few weeks I'll have sorted my whole schedule out :)