I have no other place to vent right now so I am venting here....
          	Never before today have I ever felt like I wasted a whole damn day on a particular thing in vain
          	Our school asked for a few drawings to put up in his art room and made a drawing which was all good until I tried to do something new
          	Dumb me, I should have tried the new thing somewhere else but no
          	I feel so mad, sad, angry, guilty, repentant
          	I feel terrible but I have no one to share this sadness right now but it feels better to at least write it down