Junkguy33303

I'm tired. I had been writing ever since I was in form 2 back during covid. This little hobby is now turned into a passion. But college has been hell. It's tiring. Form 6 (in Malaysia form 6 is considered as a college) is too much and stpm (one of the hardest exam in Malaysia) is too heavy. I'm stuck on a subject I no longer has any interest in, and I don't have the time to write anymore. Writer's block been a pain the ass too. Right after highschool I had wanted to just stop pursuing education and just focus on becoming a webnovelist, but people around me said writers don't make good money. To hell with good money, I don't care if I make ends meet, I just want to be able to finish my stories. 
          
          
          Sorry for nagging but I'm really tired mentally and physically right now. Happy Ramadhan to all my Muslims brothers and sisters. 

Good news 

You know, when I was at grade 4, I was ranked 3rd in class and the very next year when I was at grade 5, I was ranked 2. On grade 6 I entered the elite class but well we don't talk about that (some messed up stuffs like toxic accidents and bullying but let's just keep it amongst ourselves). 
          
          For my spm, I got 4A with my English being A+. My Perniagaan (business subject) and history, I got an A alongside Bahasa Melayu (Malay), a pretty good feat considering that history SPM was quite challenging (for BM, they literally dropped a type of question that hasn't been asked in 30 years, why the need for sudden boss fight )
          
          Anyway in college I think I potentially failed 3 out of 4 subjects (business paper failed miserably, I shit on the economic test and my sports science was also pretty bad) Hopefully General Studies was pretty easy.
          
          You could say I peaked a little bit too early in life 

When are you gonna continue themind of god
          

 Justice for Zara Qarina 
          
          A tragic case in Malaysia has shocked the public. A young girl, Zara Qarina, was found dead, and many online are questioning whether the full truth is being told.
          While some details circulating on social media are unverified, the public is calling for transparency, proper investigation, and justice for the victim.
          
          Let’s stand together against bullying and violence. If you’re from Malaysia or elsewhere, please keep an eye on this case, support truth and justice, and share only from reliable sources so the truth can come to light.
           #JusticeForZaraQarina #StopBullying

I know this is out of nowhere, but shout out to all the single parents out there. It's not easy for you to go against the storm, but you've done a great job 
          
          Nothing is perfect, but life must goes on.

Fun fact: writing a novel is easy. Outlining the plot is not.

My friend: *explaining why Mushoku Tensei is a must watch and the best anime ye ever watched*
          
          Me just waiting for him to stop so that I can recommend my favourite anime about a healer who defeated a demon king.

"Why don't you believe the media?
          
          You mean the same media that accused my brothers and sisters from Palestine as terrorists while also ignore the fact that they are being geonicide?
          
          Sorry but no.

The quirk of being a Muslim: you can read Arabic (high chances of not understanding what you are reading because Arabic is hard).
          
          The disadvantages: Most people will think you will blow them up (I'm sorry but that's gay).