JunoDoodle

Because of my last shitty relationship, I've now realized I'm lithromantic!!! (Basically I can feel sexual/romantic attraction, but I don't feel the desire to be in a sexual/romantic relationship)
          	
          	This identity makes me feel super comfy and valid and the flag is so pretty! /gen

YoursTruly_Brinley

Congrats bby! Love you :)) /p
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JunoDoodle

Because of my last shitty relationship, I've now realized I'm lithromantic!!! (Basically I can feel sexual/romantic attraction, but I don't feel the desire to be in a sexual/romantic relationship)
          
          This identity makes me feel super comfy and valid and the flag is so pretty! /gen

YoursTruly_Brinley

Congrats bby! Love you :)) /p
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JunoDoodle

Sorry I haven't been as active, I found out that one of my closest BFFs on Discord is problematic. I'm pretty anxious because I loved her like a sister and it turns out I've been used and manipulated. </3. Anyways, I'll try to be more active and continue the work on my backrooms fanfic

YoursTruly_Brinley

@SleepyRaccoonDog I'm so sorry :(( I wish you didn't go through that, that's shitty. You and the staff didn't deserve to go through that. 
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JunoDoodle

@Ins0mniaKays0n Well her name was Serenity/Grace, and I met through a discord server for a roblox game. (Eden Orphan Home/Silicones) and she basically really wanted to make a game like it, so then i became one of her staff team. She used me for free art (Gamepass icons and such) and had like 5 underpayed devs that she constantly pressured
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YoursTruly_Brinley

Sorry to ask but who is it? It's fine if you don't want to say :)) /srs
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JunoDoodle

My backrooms phase is gripping onto me and dragging me by the foot. Look out for a backroom fanfic in the near future ig

YoursTruly_Brinley

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@SleepyRaccoonDog fuck I'm just going to write one. 
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YoursTruly_Brinley

@SleepyRaccoonDog I'll write one if you write one. 
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JunoDoodle

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Update to my last post
          
          I broke up with her but now I'm really anxious because her mom knows my mom n' shit but I guess there's nothing else I can do. I just hope it doesn't get awkward since she's in my class. In reading class she asked my to go the school dance via note but I declined because I don't want to be associated with her. More things she did since I'm here:
          
          -she hugged me from behind which I'm pretty she knows I hate it.
          -lied to me
          -other stuff I don't really wanna talk about
          
          So I guessed that whole drama is over now? I'm just not in a rush for tomorrow because of the awkwardness.

YoursTruly_Brinley

@SleepyRaccoonDog It isn't your fault. I love you <33 /p
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JunoDoodle

@L3sb14nFr34k I honestly hope so too. I never meant for everything to get so out of hand.
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YoursTruly_Brinley

@SleepyRaccoonDog I hope it's all over, I really just want all the drama in our school to stop. 
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JunoDoodle

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VENT POST!!
          
          (TW: mentions of ars[]n, su[]c[]de, and m[]rder)
          
          How does one tell their gf they want to break up without immediately crying, regretting it, wanting to d[]e, and getting yelled at? I've been uncomfortable since the year started because she won't stop telling ars[]n, su[]c[]de, and m[]rder jokes. I've even told her that the ars[]n jokes make me uncomfortable, but she doesn't fucking care. I really wanna break up w/ her but she'll get mad at me and start yelling at me on how I'm a horrible person and I'm too sensitive. I've heard the whole "Why are you being so sensitive?" Over and over again. I just want her out of my god damn life already, but it never works. I can never seem to leave her because by the end of the day, we're friends again. And at one point, we started dating. I wish I never had a fucking crush on her in 2nd grade, I wish she wasn't in my fucking class or school(s). Maybe then my main reason for wanting to k[]ll mys[]lf wouldn't exist. I don't want to be yelled at, I don't want to harmed. Another reason I can't break up with her is because our moms are friends. If she lies to her that I've been rude to her, my mom will take my phone away. How do I escape this hell? </3

YoursTruly_Brinley

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@SleepyRaccoonDog I'm so fucking sorry Scotty. I know I haven't really gone through the exact same problems but I went through some bad shit with Seth as well so I may be able to kind of help you. You are free to vent to me whenever you'd like. I'll be at school tomorrow if you want to talk there. I will support your choice no matter what and I will always love you /platonic. I will try and do the best I can to help with anything. Love you /p <3
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