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VENT POST!!
(TW: mentions of ars[]n, su[]c[]de, and m[]rder)
How does one tell their gf they want to break up without immediately crying, regretting it, wanting to d[]e, and getting yelled at? I've been uncomfortable since the year started because she won't stop telling ars[]n, su[]c[]de, and m[]rder jokes. I've even told her that the ars[]n jokes make me uncomfortable, but she doesn't fucking care. I really wanna break up w/ her but she'll get mad at me and start yelling at me on how I'm a horrible person and I'm too sensitive. I've heard the whole "Why are you being so sensitive?" Over and over again. I just want her out of my god damn life already, but it never works. I can never seem to leave her because by the end of the day, we're friends again. And at one point, we started dating. I wish I never had a fucking crush on her in 2nd grade, I wish she wasn't in my fucking class or school(s). Maybe then my main reason for wanting to k[]ll mys[]lf wouldn't exist. I don't want to be yelled at, I don't want to harmed. Another reason I can't break up with her is because our moms are friends. If she lies to her that I've been rude to her, my mom will take my phone away. How do I escape this hell? </3