i relize i have serious attachment issues-
like i push people awway at first
then we get close
then i get to the point were i cry over the thought of them leaving
and its a issue
couse i dont like crying over sombody that was hurting me
but i was attached to them so much
i dont want them to go
yk?
BRRRRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
how come a therapist cant explain the difrence between a depresive episode understimulation and overstimulation like-
I WANNA KNOW COUSE I DONNT KNOW IF IM STUCK IN ONE OF EMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Bruh
All day I’ve been having the urge to just crack my neck (like ppl do with their knuckles) so like it’s a sensation I’ve been getting fucking all day and every time I get it I HAVE to do the movement
Idk why I have to do it
But if I don’t do it it bothers me lol
I was never told that whenever I think randomly of a teacher slapping me and the room shakes and everyone laughs and it repeats aggai. And aggain was called intrusive thoughts