VENT! (you don't have to comment on this at all i just needed to let loose of my emotions i kept bottled)
Why is everything that's easy to do so hard to do. I just lost motivation to do everything I can hardly eat, sleep, brush my hair, and go outside I stay inside watching youtube, hulu, and netflix while crying and being scolded for my room being messy. It hurts to see myself like this but i can't control it. It caused me to start self harming again it hurts everything hurts I need help from this terrible life.