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if you're reading this, I'm probably never going to respond to you again on wattpad because I'm not logging into my account anymore
for those that care, my discord is willowyvines666
stay safe everyone
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I'm fucking tired of this shit
every damn night now
I can't get a break
I'm
done
I give up
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Gasoline doesn't taste very good
imissyou2022slep
I miss you so much
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@imissyou2022slep fuck I miss you so so much as well I love youuuu <333
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Karma's a bitch
You'll find out sooner or later
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okokokokok so uhm I recently realized something and wanted to share for some unknown fucking reason
I found out one day that my best friend was bisexual and for some reason I had never realized that before and it kinda surprised me but I obviously was okay with it
and I was in a relationship with a guy (not the best relationship but that's a story for another time) that my best friend fucking hated. He said this guy who we will just call C was a horrible guy and since he knew we were not in most healthy relationship, he didn't really approve of us but he was always there for me when I needed him, especially when C wasn't.
Okay well, after he came out to me, one c day C was dressed kinda grunge which he remember to do and my best friend just simply said to me 'C looks kinda hot today' which wasn't exactly out of the ordinary because he tried to be civil with C and tried not to argue with him because he knew them arguing upset me. He had never called him hot or anything but I didn't think too much of it. But he began complimenting C more and more and spending time with him more often and C even opened up to my best friend a fair bit. Still, I didn't think too much of it.
Until one day my best friend confessed he was falling for C. I still didn't mind because me and C were in an 'open relationship' (open on his side but he was possessive but once again, not significant in this story) but I told my friend I didn't think C swung that way and he said he knew and that he just wanted me to know.
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Sidenote: I may or may not have developed feelings for my best friend at some point during this time lol
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Me, C and my best friend did spend a lot of time together and often I cuddled with both of them at the same time (do not question that or I will fight you). Well I fell asleep cuddling in the park with them one day and they both also fell asleep. I woke up and they were curled really close to each other and they were holding hands. C had pulled us both really close and seemed comfortable so I just fell back asleep thinking I needed energy for when they might argue about this once they wake up. 'one time thing' I thought.
But they didn't argue and both seemed completely okay with it once they woke up. And it happened again a few times. Still wasn't too suspicious.
WELL! One day I hadn't heard from either of them all day which was mildly concerning. I called and texted my best friend a few times and no response. I called and texted C but no reply from him either which was VERY worrisome because he always had his phone on him and anyways replied quickly. I was freaking out.
Then my best friend called me back and he was extremely out of breath and I heard C on the background talking. I asked if they were okay and my best friend said he was great and that he was just busy. He said he'd talk to me later and hung up. About an hour or so later C called me back also out of breath and told me he was doing great and he was busy as well. Neither told me why they were at my best friends house and they never did.
My best friend has uhm.. He's died since then and currently C and me rarely talk and I haven't seen him in a few years but I only recently realized something might've been going on between them. I guess I'll never know lol
but anyways yeah unwanted storytime
thanks for coming to my Ted talk lol
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"21.4% of recovering alcoholics relapsed in their second year in recovery, but only 9.6% relapsed in years three through five, and only 7.2% relapsed after five years in recovery."
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Slowly giving in
imissyou2022slep
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH *WRAPS YOU INTO A HUG* MINEEE
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@imissyou2022slep I love you moreeeee wattpad just now alerted me off this oml- *hugs you tightly* all yours
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Please block my old account
user is WillowIsCursed but I'm not mentioning it because I don't want it on there
idc if you report it too
long story short someone has access to it that shouldn't
just please block it so no problems start
thank you :)