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n the edges of the sharpest knives
          In the middle of the darkest nights
          Always knew that I would find you here
          In a puddle of the bravest tears
          
          I've seen enough to know it's lonely where you are
          Above the crowd
          Feet dangling from a rooftop (a rooftop)
          She waits from ledges for a voice to talk her down
          
          And nothing matters but the pain when you're alone
          The never-ending nights when you're awake
          When you're praying that tomorrow it's okay
          
          There will be a time to crack another smile
          Maybe not today or for awhile
          But we're holding on to laugh again some day
          To laugh again some day
          
          All that matters is the time we had
          Doesn't matter how it all went bad
          Never wonder what it might be like
          Shut the door, say goodbye
          
          When faced with tragedy
          We come alive or come undone
          
          So don't hold back, let it shape you like an ocean
          Even the deepest scars in time will fade
          
          Nothing matters but the pain when you're alone
          Never-ending nights when you're awake
          When you're praying that tomorrow it's okay
          There will be a time to crack another smile
          Maybe not today or for awhile
          But we're holding on to laugh again some day
          Yeah, we're holding on to laugh again some day
          
          And sometimes you have to go back
          To know just where you have been
          But we're old enough to know that
          What has been, will be again and again
          
          And the bravest of faces
          Are the ones where we fake it
          In the roles that we play
          
          Nothing matters when the pain is all but gone
          When you are finally awake
          Despite the overwhelming odds, tomorrow came
          
          And when they see you crack a smile
          And you decide to stay a while
          You'll be ready then, to laugh again
          
          Nothing matters but the pain
          (We are tragedy, yeah, we are sympathy)
          Nothing matters but the pain
          You see what you want to see
          
          Nothing matters but the pain
          (We are misery, and distant memories)
          Nothing matters but the pain
          We all learned to laugh again
          Yeah, we all learned to laugh again
          We all learned to laugh again

But what if I can't stop?

You can ask me stuff on Ask.fm...I'm bored and need friends ok

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D *blows on noisemaker* *pops party popper* *latex-free balloon party* *dresses in favorite outfit*
          
          
          
          So yeah I'm gonna be alone until like 5...

See y'all in a week!

Finally watched Guardians of the Galaxy for the first time and it was just as good as I was hoping <3 And yes, I'm aware that I'm way behind.

Story time! Once upon a time I had a crush on my friend (We'll call him J). I never open up about my feelings because it's messy, and if it's going to happen, it'll happen. If it doesn't, then I'll move on. 
          Cue best friends.
          They force me and J into a corner table to talk tonight and it's going great. Enter lil' miss Lex, my obnoxious 'friend' who I'm pretty much just nice to because I don't want drama. 
          "Do you LIKE him?" she says. Loudly.
          "Yes." Mads informs.
          J freezes, I hide my face. 
          "You know we're dating right?" Lex asks.
          J asked Lex out yesterday. My heart cracks. I smile reassuringly, as per usual. Nothing fazes me, I am invincible.
          "I figured. Don't worry about it." I say
          "You could go to the movies with us?" Lex asks/insists. I decline. 
          J apologizes profusely, his eyes hold sympathy, the deep brown so piercing I have to look away.
          "Seriously, don't worry about it. It's okay. It's just me." I assure.
          Mads has to leave. I sit alone with Kayla, who's daydreaming.
          Lex purposefully sits nearest to me with J, flirting and leaning against him. 
          "Aw, now another girl likes you!" she squeals.
          My last interaction with J is after Lex goes out the door to wait by the car. His hands are full of her trash from dinner. I lift the garbage bin lid, and nod at him. He apologizes again. I shake my head and say it's fine. 
          Moral of the story, kids: Some girls are birch trees, and sometimes you should keep your feelings to your darn self. 
          ~Cookiexx

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