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so uh.... i updated today... kinda proud but it’s a little sh*tty... 

i relapsed... yay

he cheated on me... after 11 months i found out he cheated on me... and she didn’t even know about me... wow

hey guys.. it’s been a while and i’m so sorry for all the people who read How it all started and how long it’s been since it’s been updated but just know i started working on it and i’m trying and i hope that’s good enough and again i’m sorry..

Baby shark 

i want to die

what do i dooo?

So the guy that i’m in love with isn’t allowed to talk to me in school or after school because his parents filed a police report on me, the girl he’s in love with (my girlfriend), AND my friend because said friend went on my phone and threatened him that if he hurt me (again) that she’d kill him and i took credit and the only reason he’s allowed to talk to my girl is because he is always talking so highly about her and she didn’t really do anything she was just in association with us so yeah...

Okay... I have a girlfriend but am still in love with my ex who is in love with my girlfriend... whyyyyy

Sometimes, I cut just to remind myself that I still feel. These days, I usually just feel numb...