Jayden :)

I'm top 0.5% of Jorge's fans y'all!! (I love EPIC bro)

being "detached" (in lack of better wording) is so weird, cause I've been talking to this girl, and she doesn't have any friends, so she's around me a lot...
          
          I don't wanna push her away cause I know how it feels like to be alone, but sometimes I just wanna talk to my other friends and I can't, cause we're not intimate enough for me to share certain stuff with her... 
          
          and I mean, she's nice, but Idk. She doesn't share the same interests as I do, and sometimes, it's draining to talk to her. She's clingy... but I also remember how it was being alone, as I was last year, so I'd feel bad if I simply pushed her away.

I may or may not have infected my straight guy friend with yuri.
          
          he's shipping ronance. I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO INFLUENCE HIM, BY THE WAY!! we were talking about Nancy and Jonathan being distant in s4, and he went like "yeah then Nancy gets with Robin"

I have a love-hate relationship with my gender. Cause, like, I LOVE being feminine, but I hate being a woman.
          
          Like, I wanna wear skirts and makeup at the same time I want to be referred as "he/him" and not have a curvy body.
          
          I'm not sure if I'm trans... I don't mind being called by other pronouns, it doesn't make me uncomfortable, but I really prefer when people use "he/him" when referring to me.

just had the worst exam of my life and found out I'll have two every year until high-school ends :D
          
          I might be going insane.

I've just been getting over something thay happened to me last year, and I'm seeing my friend go through the exact same thing :(
          
          it makes me so sad that even in high school (our grade is ages 15-16) people are so childish and think making others genuinely sad is "oh, they fell for the ragebait haha"
          
          like... he apologized for something he did by ACCIDENT and even left the class gc and they STILL kept laughing?????
          
          those people have no shame in being assholes.

Hysilens/Cerydra angst is KILLING me bro, I've never seen so many fanfics with "hurt no comfort" tag

I read a fic on ao3 with the tag "dead dove: do not eat"...
          
          I may need therapy.

I'm so used to being that one kid that the teacher had to throw in a random group because I didn't have one, that today I had to pick between two friends groups and I was genuinely OVERWHELMED.
          
          I did choose one eventually, because despite loving all my friends, I'm closer to two of them. Still, I feel bad, I hope they're not mad at me for choosing the other group :(

someone just read a few fanfictions I read two years ago and liked my comments, dude—
          
          AND HOLY SHIT 99+ NOTIFICATIONS?????