just exists

Happy Halloween and happy birthday Ruby Rose, the only scary thing about today is that I'm still down in the dumps so uhh I'll go back into hibernation, see y'all when I see y'all (I'm working on chapters in my free time so expect some every now and then)

Not dead if y'all wondering 

Hey it's just exists or jeoe, I haven't been posting recently because I hit a depression episode due to the fact I left therapy more than 4 years ago because I thought I had recovered and now I'm relapsing in that depression and it's ruining a lot of the aspects of my life, I have mindfulness enough to not let it completed envelope me but I know that's now enough and it's been a hard 3 months for me but with the support of the people I care about I will be starting therapy tomorrow and since writing it my coping mechanism you guys will be in luck but it's not exactly a commitment now, it's gonna be a hobby so the chapters will start slowing down but I will finish my stories regardless of if it's fast or slow

Just watch the walking dead: Daryl Dixon season 2 premiere and now I have motivation to continue the walking dead story I have so expect more season 10 chapters coming out soon

Updates are coming soon, I've just been busy with school. I'll most likely will be working on my "the walking dead" story more because my school laptop has basically blocked all streaming websites where I can still find RWBY, but I have one that I can watch the walking dead on. My grades took a nose dive first few weeks but I grabbed onto the raft and I'm floating up now so I'll be solid in a week or two which gives me freedoms to write more but I'm still working slowly 

Hey it's me and after a long battle with my emotions and working things out, I've finally gotten back with my girlfriend, I was the main problem due to my mental issues and how I handled them but I'm here doing better for my girl, now I started school recently so I'll be writing chapters more since I get really bored, I'm also editing and revising the original story concept for my RWBY OC insert story which will have the first chapter coming out soon, thank you and this is jeoe signing off

Well jump too soon to conclusions, I'm not single but it's a weird state of limbo in our relationship but I'm thinking positive and I'm trying to reassure my girlfriend to think positive so I'll probably be gone a bit longer 

Ladies and gentlemen, to the three people that actually care about my stories I'm happy to announce myself as not a single guy anymore, I've reconciled with my girlfriend and we're taking stuff slow but we're back together, I'm going to be coming back soon but since the worst high school year is about to start for me don't expect me pumping out stuff fast like I did before but I'm still putting my all into this story and I'll upload the next chapter as soon as I finish writing it

It's been a long while but I finally think things are looking up, things went well when I invited my girlfriend to my house to talk things out and tomorrow I'm going to the water park with her, If things do go well I'll definitely be lifted enough to come back but if they don't it's gonna take a bit more time for me to get a grip but I'm praying that they do 

Things are still iffy with the whole situation, heavily have considered suicide not because of the break up but other reasons, I suffer from a personality disorder that has basically ruined a lot of things in my life and destroying a bad part of my brain really isn't easy so it retaliates by sending signals to the brain which leads me into wanting to take my own life, my mental health is getting better but it wants to drag me on a downward spiral so I'm currently holding myself together but don't worry I'm still planning chapters and i can get the chance to rewatch RWBY and start planning for the version of volume 9 I'm gonna do and rewatching the walking dead for my other story, I'll be on break for a bit so i hope y'all do well and I'll be back when i feel better