oh,and don't feel that way about yourself,because u are so beautiful, or as you say- handsome, in every single possible way.don't feel that way because of what they say because it's going to lead you down the wrong road.it led me down into a deep hole, and now I can't get out of it.I get made fun of all the Time because I'm different, or crazy, but that never stopped me from being myself.all of my friends get bullied or ithor get pushed away just because there, crippled,or goth,or really smart, or even nice. but being you is never wrong. real beauty is not on the outside but the inside, and soon you'll figure that out as well. and then won't regret anything you've done to become the great person u are now. just remember no body's 100% perfect. so just be proud of yourself. even I'm not perfect. since day one I hated myself. but I found something that everybody needs, and that is love. love to be loved.