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Nikki! Did you see zombie stage??

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          Hope you see this! Happy Belated Birthday!

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH Y'ALL!!!!

Nikkiiii

So...wdym I woke up this morning to get flashbanged with the news that Heesung left Enhypen? And JYP is stepping down? Wtf?

Babes,I added you on Instagram:)

Ok,pretty random but I kind of logged into Instagram cause why not?

so you guys know my crush, right? like all of that stuff happened? it's been four months and you would THINK a sane person would get over them by now. especially since we don't text that much and ignore each other at school. BUT NO! MY DUMBASS DECIDED TO FALL FOR HER EVEN MORE! WHAT THE HELL? bro what am i even supposed to do? she's so fricking perfect. she's a literal angel and she's so sweet and so pretty and so smart. she really cares about her friends and i love that so much about her. we don't even talk that much even more but why am i so much more in love with her? it hurts so bad because i know she doesn't think the same about me.

so my mom started getting into horoscopes (indian edition) and she told me that I should stop being so emotional and sensitive bcs it isn't good for me. and I bottle up a lot of things so i should let them out. i mean...idk what to make out of this tbh. I don't really believe in horoscopes, but i'm a very emotional person. I will cry when a dog dies in a movie and no one can stop me from doing that. I know I bottle up a lot of things and I have gotten better at expressing how I feel with my friends and stuff, but I cannot do it with my parents without having tears streaming down my face. literally yesterday I was telling my mom about how i felt about smth and I was sobbing for no fricking reason. it was actually so bad and it happened right in front of the place where I work and I had to start in 5 minutes. and I mask most of the things that hurt me with humor, so I guess that doesn't help much either.

HAPPY NEW YEARRR