JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

I'm watching this indian show and they showed these lesbians kissing. i swear i was so happy bcs you almost never see that in indian cinema, and my parents immediately said how it was stupid and unnecessary and disgusting. It's times like this when I wish I had actual support in my family. My parents think saying the word "gay" is a slur. My brother is downright homophobic. I can't even be myself in the house. The only people I can be myself with is my friends, which is why I love spending time with them. I don't have to hide anything. See even today I was spending the whole day with a friend in a bookstore and everytime we saw a yaoi book we should worship it as a joke. But i can't do any of that here. I feel like I'm playing a part I never signed up for in a play, and yet I'm forced to play it regardless. idk i just had to get this out there.

Seungminsbow

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@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT help, the way you say it is funny, idk why T-T and yeah, i understood that, and Frfr, and yeah, if gay is a slur, then what am I? The worst slur known to mankind? And that's fucking crazy, it's just saying what someone is attracted to, omfg. And, AS YOU SHOULD, ALL BOW DOWN TO THE YAOI BOOKS (aww man..)
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

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@Seungminsbow minding their own business? never heard of it apparently. nah my parents do it so often i got used to it -_-. NO I WAS SO THANKFUL HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. hey it beats slurs uk. idfk apparently it will influence us or some shit. JOKES ON MY MOM I BOUGHT YAOI FOR MY BDAY AND IT'S IN THE HOUSE (she will throw it out if she finds it...) (ahh okkkk then)
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Seungminsbow

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT Omfg that's actually crazy T-T wow, is it so hard to mind their own businesses :/ seriously, picking on someone who's basically a kid compared to them is so damn childish and weird. And that's.. nice, atleast he didn't insult him and but yeah, that response is a little weird.. Seriously, gay being a slur is crazy and why? And yeah, we both are screwed T-T (ohhh, alright, thankss. And i don't mind spoilers, don't worryyy)
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

I'm watching this indian show and they showed these lesbians kissing. i swear i was so happy bcs you almost never see that in indian cinema, and my parents immediately said how it was stupid and unnecessary and disgusting. It's times like this when I wish I had actual support in my family. My parents think saying the word "gay" is a slur. My brother is downright homophobic. I can't even be myself in the house. The only people I can be myself with is my friends, which is why I love spending time with them. I don't have to hide anything. See even today I was spending the whole day with a friend in a bookstore and everytime we saw a yaoi book we should worship it as a joke. But i can't do any of that here. I feel like I'm playing a part I never signed up for in a play, and yet I'm forced to play it regardless. idk i just had to get this out there.

Seungminsbow

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@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT help, the way you say it is funny, idk why T-T and yeah, i understood that, and Frfr, and yeah, if gay is a slur, then what am I? The worst slur known to mankind? And that's fucking crazy, it's just saying what someone is attracted to, omfg. And, AS YOU SHOULD, ALL BOW DOWN TO THE YAOI BOOKS (aww man..)
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

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@Seungminsbow minding their own business? never heard of it apparently. nah my parents do it so often i got used to it -_-. NO I WAS SO THANKFUL HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. hey it beats slurs uk. idfk apparently it will influence us or some shit. JOKES ON MY MOM I BOUGHT YAOI FOR MY BDAY AND IT'S IN THE HOUSE (she will throw it out if she finds it...) (ahh okkkk then)
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Seungminsbow

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT Omfg that's actually crazy T-T wow, is it so hard to mind their own businesses :/ seriously, picking on someone who's basically a kid compared to them is so damn childish and weird. And that's.. nice, atleast he didn't insult him and but yeah, that response is a little weird.. Seriously, gay being a slur is crazy and why? And yeah, we both are screwed T-T (ohhh, alright, thankss. And i don't mind spoilers, don't worryyy)
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Seungminsbow

Nikki! Did you see zombie stage??

Seungminsbow

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT i didn't mean it like that, I'm like saying that I'm probably gonna need therapy after I watch the new round which is gonna come out soon T-T
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@Seungminsbow A NEW ROUND CAME OUT?! WHEN?!
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Seungminsbow

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT yeah, same! I'm sure I'm gonna need therapy after the new round T-T
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          Hope you see this! Happy Belated Birthday!

JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@Natasha_Romanoff10 nah i get it. i would sleep like that too but my parents would call me a lazy buffalo D:
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Natasha_Romanoff10

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT  Iswear Wattpad's tweaking I didnt see the notif. I've been sleeping sm and for no reason cause Im still tired.
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@Natasha_Romanoff10 that's so real. Same here bro. Just tired
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH Y'ALL!!!!

JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@Natasha_Romanoff10 yo I'm not that much older than you
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Natasha_Romanoff10

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT  HECK YEAHHH OMG GRANNY ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY SOKNNNNNNDDNHDNDDBbNdnbdndndndbdmdmdndbejehsbsbenwnend
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@Natasha_Romanoff10 yeah it is
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

So...wdym I woke up this morning to get flashbanged with the news that Heesung left Enhypen? And JYP is stepping down? Wtf?

JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@Hannie1812 IKRRR i literally cant anymore
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@Hannie1812 SAMEEE. and then a day after i saw a statement about seungmin and when i tell you, my heart DROPPED. but it was about his foot
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

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so you guys know my crush, right? like all of that stuff happened? it's been four months and you would THINK a sane person would get over them by now. especially since we don't text that much and ignore each other at school. BUT NO! MY DUMBASS DECIDED TO FALL FOR HER EVEN MORE! WHAT THE HELL? bro what am i even supposed to do? she's so fricking perfect. she's a literal angel and she's so sweet and so pretty and so smart. she really cares about her friends and i love that so much about her. we don't even talk that much even more but why am i so much more in love with her? it hurts so bad because i know she doesn't think the same about me.

Seungminsbow

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT no problemmm
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@AmalSivani yeah ig. thank uuuu
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Seungminsbow

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT hehehe I'm glad,and take one step at a time,you can't just move on in one second,you know?
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

so my mom started getting into horoscopes (indian edition) and she told me that I should stop being so emotional and sensitive bcs it isn't good for me. and I bottle up a lot of things so i should let them out. i mean...idk what to make out of this tbh. I don't really believe in horoscopes, but i'm a very emotional person. I will cry when a dog dies in a movie and no one can stop me from doing that. I know I bottle up a lot of things and I have gotten better at expressing how I feel with my friends and stuff, but I cannot do it with my parents without having tears streaming down my face. literally yesterday I was telling my mom about how i felt about smth and I was sobbing for no fricking reason. it was actually so bad and it happened right in front of the place where I work and I had to start in 5 minutes. and I mask most of the things that hurt me with humor, so I guess that doesn't help much either.

JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@AmalSivani okkk
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Seungminsbow

@JustLeaveMeAlone_TT yeah,try not to do that much,ok?
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JustLeaveMeAlone_TT

@AmalSivani yeah I do write them all down in a journal but nowadays I go to bed so late I don't have time to write in it . Yeah I'll try not to do that too much
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