WHY I WRITE??? FIRST ITS LIBERATING.SECOND I JUST WANT TO QUIET THE VOICES IN MY HEAD(and they are a lot).THIRD I WANT TO PROVE TO THE PEOPLE THAT SAYS TO ME THAT I AM NOBODY AND DONT DESERVE NOTHING MORE THAN CLEANING DISHES AND CLEANING HOUSES.THANKS FOR YOUR WORDS MY HUSBAND.YOU REALLY WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME THAT THE ONLY THONG THAT I CAN BE GOOD IS IRONING CLEANING AND MAKING YOU HAPPY.ABOUT MY HAPPINES NOT A WORD.SOOOOO THANK YOU