Hey, I'm writing this on a new account I made. Wanted to start fresh, heh.
So, this is Justreadinaround :) (you can find me with the same username on AO3 if you're interested!)
It's been, what, a year? Wanted to update my life, Incase anyone actually was curious.
So, I decided to take a long break from Wattpad for a while, why? Because it was drowning me. I met so many people here, most I'm very grateful for (looking at you daeverydaybirb and Aubrey), but many were already very down and just dragging me along. No 14 year old should be talking people out of s #$de on the daily.
But, I got help :)
It was hard at first, I was dragged out of class one day, and told my awesome school psychologist about my attempts and thoughts. I was taken to a mental hospital and diagnosed with depression.
I'm happy to say I'm a year on antidepressants and doing so much better!
I ditched my toxic friends, I am still very happy with my lovely gf (our anniversary was a couple weeks ago), and I got into my dream school!
I no longer even think of doing bad things to myself, and apart form a few scars on my hip, I don't have any reminders of it.
I was scared to open Wattpad again, but I'm glad to see everyone is doing well :)
And if it isn't going well for someone, just know that it will. I will get better, because life is so long yet so fast.
