rabid<3

2025 and I still live in nm and I have a chihuahua named queso that is all thank u <3

Took my man on a date last night 11/10 don't stop dating your partners

I wish I could show u guys how awesome my art looks now but I refuse to republish my old art book and I'm SO hesitant (Alien) to start a new one bc i still don't use this app anymore 

I've been SOBBING since I got home bc my boss doesn't want me to dye my hair a neon color but I already have the dye and I used to always do neons I'm so HURT

Unpublishing most of my stuff bc i wrote too much prawn as a teenager and this account haunts my dreams but dammit, I miss the community ;~;
          
          Also I don't think I'll be here regularly ever again, but Ill keep the app until I run out of space. Might start reading again idk °×°

CANT BELIEVE I HAVE TO USE A COMPUTER TO CHANGE TBIS WHAT THE HEXK

I've lost roughly 20lbs (~9kg according to google) since I got out of the hospital in March. I am very proud of myself bc I've somewhat been taking care of myself and going outside and stuff. Idk I'm just proud of me lately.
          
          
          
          Also for context I've struggled with my weight my whole life and have had EDs since I was 14 so the fact that I've lost 20lbs without completely starving myself is very awesome 

I realised I forgot to update about the puppy I got. He's a mutt and we have no idea what breed he is. Hes very cuddly and his name is Dynamite (yes I named him after bakugo). My mom wasnt mad and my dad took me to pick him up so lmao haha mom. Get nae naed on. No but hes so cute. He likes cuddling his stuffed unicorn lol. 

Am I bringing home a puppy this week without my mom's permission? Yes. Do I have regrets? No. 

I have been so depressed since I was 8 years old and here I am, almost 20, and finally taking care of myself and going outside, drinking mostly water or tea and no sodas or energy drinks, sleeping at night (thanks melatonin uwu). I don't wanna jinx myself, but I really like this version of me. I don't feel so gross, I've been brushing my teeth every day, socializing. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, I am so proud of me rn