Depresso expresso

Kamukoma
          
          Kidnapped Nagito. Izuru is in disbelief and shock. (How could something like this happen. How could he miss something like that). Later hatred towards himself and the kidnapper. He eating himself up as the days go by and he still can’t find Nagito. Later comes a ransom and a clue. By the fifth clue he figures out were to go but not how to get there. By the seventh clue he finds pictures of a beaten and bruised Nagito. By the 10th clue he figures everything out and gets his Nagito back. He cannot stress enough how awful he feel for letting this happen but Nagito being the good husband he is comforts him and forgives him (tho he never blamed him in the first place). Nagito stay hopeful that he’ll return to Izuru and it payed off. 
          
          A short fic mostly because Izuru is super smart and figures of the clues quickly. 

Komeada almost dies doing “something stupid” (it wasn’t his fault. He was framed). Later he and Izuru get in huge fight about it. One thing leads to another and Nagito leaves to stay with Chiaki (most of it was a misunderstanding). Izuru later gets fed up with being alone and longs for Nagito. The time apart is breaking them both and it really shows (Nagito being more stubborn actually and surprisingly out last Izuru). Izuru searches for Nagito and apologies. (After thinking it over). The two talking about it (it may or my not lead to some tears) and make up. 

- Hanahaki but make it Izuru. 
          
          - childhood lovers but make it kamukoma 
          
          - white fox and void rabbit but make it kamukoma 
          
          - cafe x flower shop (enemy’s to lovers) but make it Komahina 
          
          - vampire x werewolf but make it Komahina (omg y’all should read out for blood on ao3, if this is what you want) 

Some just take away my phone at this point. 
          
          Royal Au. Prince Izuru and Servent Nagito. 
          
          Nagito has been serving Izuru since childhood. Always loyal, kind, boring, predictable but intriguing. Izuru falls for his servant and he doesn’t even know. Sassy Nagito and not so hope obsessed. The people love Nagito and actually kinda hope he gets with the prince. Surprise, surprise he does and everyone is happy. 

*sigh* again I’m sorry. 
          
          Izuru gets jelly of hope. (He’s still figuring out his emotions) 
          
          Nagito: *his usual talk about hope* 
          Izuru: what does hope have that I don’t.
          Nagito: w-.....what?
          Izuru: Hope. You talk about it so much and obsess over it so much. What does it have that I don’t? 
          Nagito, desperately trying not to laugh: a-are you jealous? 
          Izuru: I don’t GET jealous
          Nagito: aw come here. Izuru I love you all the same. Even more than hope
          Izuru:.......
          Nagito: but you’re totally jealous 

I’m so sorry to who ever is getting these. I’m spamming you aren’t I, I’m sorry. But Um.......,Kamukoma wedding Au. 
          
          So y’all know who Nagito is like fucken loaded? Well he gets shot for his money. On his wedding. As he walks down the isle. In front of Izuru. Izuru panics and and tries to save him. Because Nagito luck, he doesn’t. He dies in his arms as he gives him one last kiss goodbye. Izuru is sad and tries to find the person who killed Nagito. He finds said person and torchers them and leaves them for dead. 

Here’s an ansty Kamukoma/Komahina Au
          
          Nagito has some major trust issues. He’s sworn to never fall in love or believe any nice thing any one has said to him. Along comes Izuru and Hinata and absolutely swoon for Nagito. They fall in love first and try to get Nagito. 
          
          Nagito cannot handle the situation and believes the two are doing this is mess with him and break him even more. The two start to get desperate into making Nagito believe he’s worth something. Nagito absolutely losses it and tries to end himself because this isn’t real and no one could truly love him. 
          
          It’s a happy ending we’re the two finally get Nagito to believe them and they live happily as Nagito starts to heal. 

I have a lot of  Komahina/Kamukoma AU ideas and I need to write them down. 
          
          - Mermaid AU (kamukoma) 
          
          - Teacher x Teacher Au (Komahina. Actually this one it already on its way but will probably never come out) 
          
          - that family Au that I states earlier. (Kamukoma. Also on it way) 
          
          - kinda antsy Au (Kamukoma) Nagito shows tiny bit of affection towards Izuru (mostly platonically at first). This makes Izuru hurt a lot and he doesn’t know why until Nagito confess his undying love for him. 
          
          - despair disease (Komahina) but make it hajime. 

I just found some old ticciJack fan art I made in like middle school and hngggggggggggggg it’s cute but it’s so baaaaaaad!!!! I wanna cry cuz idk how to feel about it! Ej looks so weriddddddd. 

Me: “Mom you can’t say stuff like that” *starts walking away*
          
          My mom: “whatever. Just go back in your closet you queer”
          
          Me: pFFT “MOM YOU CANNOT SAY STUFF LIKE THAT” 
          
          My mom: “what? What’d I say?” 
          
          ———
          
          Me: *in my tiny walk in closet, bundled up in a blanket, in the dark, watching YouTube*
          
          My mom: *opens the door and turns on the light*
          
          Me: *looks up at her* Can I help you? 
          
          Mom: WeLl SoRRy! Just making sure you’re not trying to commit suicide. 
          
          Me, in my head: ‘well not yet’ 
          
          ———
          
          Me: *walking home from school, on my phone.* Ohhh I like this *sends a picture of a pan pride shirt that I wanted for my birthday* I want this for my B-day Ma
          
          Mom: wait you’re Pansexual? 
          
          Me: wait I never told you? 
          
          Mom: No- what even is pansexual lol
          
          Me: Oh oops- lol I’ll tell you when you get home. 
          
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          Disclaimer: no my mom isn’t homophobic she just doesn’t have a filter. She supports that I’m pan. And she knows I’m depressed as well. I actually had to get her the talk about the different sexuality’s and trans and all that Jazz. She was really supportive and really did give a shit about anything. My uncle is trans (Fem to male) and she supports that. She’s a good person but her humor can be very offensive to some people. Honestly I laugh with her.