Vivi 🌈

Ok so I listen to audiobooks most of the time 
          And I’m listening to the hunger games right now
          And the woman who reads it does such a good job
          Like she’s exactly how I hear Kattniss in my mind 
          I listen on hoopla, it’s a free app that gives you 10 ebooks, audiobooks, etc each month 
          Highly reccomend

ALMOST TIME FOR DINNA 
          IM FUCKING STARVINGGGGGGGG
          GIMME DA SAUSAGES MOTHER I DONT CARE IF UR STILL COOKING THEM

Currently rotting in science class 
          Who decided to give my classmates chemistry materials 
          Chemistry materials can BLOW UP

Do yall have any cutesy romance novels for high schoolers? (Lgbtqiap+ or straight idc)

Life is a hellhole 
          Who agrees 

Minding my own business, totally not suspicious rn 
          For context I’m leaning against my locker but when I first attempted it I leaned into the locker and it hurt 
          I also kinda got stuck 
          Send prayers
          I’m heading to PE

https://youtube.com/shorts/-97r58fVcQk?si=xamJmoj2PtB52Ezk
          This is the greatest video on the whole internet 
          You cannot change my mund

*toots horn* hey peopleeee
          So I am in the bAtHrOoM 
          And I just got my pErIoD 
          And I left my backpack in cLaSs 
          And it has all my pAdS iN iT *breathes heavily* 
          Also the person in the stall next to me just asked if I was oKaY 
          And now I have to go back to cLaSs 
          And ask for my bACkPaCk 
          And I have a mAlE tEaChEr 
          pRaY fOr mE

Some girls my age have boyfriends/girlfriends, are popular, have a million followers on instagram, and are out right now with their perfect boyfriends and their perfect faces and their perfect hair and their life. 
          
          And then there’s me, who has been depressed since I was 11, reads fanfics about boys I will never be able to get, and eats crunch bars at 2am because I haven’t slept in 4 days.

Y'all, people faking mental illness is a problem. Especially for me, who actually suffers from autism, OCD, and ADHD, all properly diagnosed by an experienced expert. At my school, there is a girl that fakes depression. I have suffered from depression since I was 10, and I know what depression looks like. I have cared for many family members who have suffered from depression in the past, and I know what it looks like. Depression isn’t magically cured by people saying, “OMG you poor thing!” When you have depression, you don’t go around at school saying “ugh, I’m so depressed. I have depression.” That is just pick-me attitude. So do I have to go around saying I have depression for people to actually care? Or do I have to show actual depression symptoms, for people to just say I’m being dramatic or over sensitive? What do y’all think about this?