Justareaderleave

aw this account is dead, i wanted to rlly rlly continue reading "the accident" but i think its a really good book

Soooooo… An Accident is number 1 in Lustsans and thanks to all those people who read it to get it there!
          
          I’m halfway through Chapter 9 but I’m gonna post a July 4’th special cause I need more Dadmare in my life at the moment so look out for that in the next few hours

HEYYYYYYY GUESS WHAT BITches I’m back

Y’all, I don’t think I’m going to write anything for the next week. Literally. I’ve been in such a fog and it’s right at the end of the school year so maybe you’ll get an update to SOMETHING on the 25’th or something but my brain has blanked on anything I should write about. If I don’t post the 25’th, I’ll be going on that trip right after that and that’s a month of literally nothing so I promise I will force myself to write SOMETHING, ANYTHING in that time and come back with at least two oneshots done afterwards. 
          
          Thanks for being patient while my brain refuses to work for me!

Oneshot book is up! I’ll be posting sporadically throughout the day as I go through the list of prompts I have and see which ones are finished

Alright Y’all! There WILL be an update this week and there WILL be an update next week. That is guaranteed. It may not be on Tuesday (cause I haven’t been able to write much recently) but it will happen!
          
          HOWEVER! I am going on a LONG trip (maybe a month and a half) and I won’t have access to a computer. Somewhere by the end of the month I’m going, so this and next week are guaranteed, but the next two weeks are not, I’ll try to get something in the week of the 17’th, but I don’t know about the next week. 
          
          HOWEVER! Since this trip has a lot of downtime for me and a lot of doing *nothing* I can promise at least three chapters upon my return! It won’t be all the weeks I missed, but they will be longer and (in the case of that oneshot book I’m going to publish this week) more of them will come out!
          
          Just a heads up for the next two months.

Sorry y’all. Not gonna be posting this week sadly. It’s halfway through the week and I’ve had no time to write Chapter 9 of An Accident or Chapter 2 of The Last Seed so I am unequipped to upload at all this week. Dunno how long my other things will take over my schedule but hopefully not long enough to mess up Next Week’s posting.

Hey guess what? Today’s chapter is like twice as long as chapter one and has seven times the emotional turmoil! Yaaaaay
          
          Why am I like this?

The Last Seed is up and ready to read! It’s a lot shorter because I’m bad at dystopian world building but I like it so far!

This essay may or may not be compensation for the fact that I probably won’t be able to update until tomorrow or Friday on An Accident. Announcement for that: there will be four total uploads. Two chapters as an apology in An Accident, and the first A/N and first chapter of my Lorax book!
          
          
          
          
          
          My stance on reading and writing for novels  is this:
          
          It’s not a book it’s a movie.
          
          I do not “read” books. I watch a series of events unfold as though I’m the character(s). I feel panic as though I’m the character(s), I feel myself walking through where they are. If they’re in pain, I feel it. 
          
          
          ***SPOILER WARNING (there is more after the spoiler if you want to avoid that and read the rest)***
          
          I started reading Before She Was Found by Heather Gudenkauf, and the writing style in this story is the perfect example for this. I’m there when Beth squeezes through a rusted out box car to find her daughter. I’m there and in pain when Cora talks to the psychiatrist. I feel strongly about one thing or another depending on who I’m “shadowing” at that time. 
          
          No matter who’s POV it is in that book, I can switch between them effortlessly, feeling the protectiveness of Beth, sharing the denial and panic with Thomas. This doesn’t just extend to main characters or the ones who’s POV I’m reading either. I can feel each of the girl’s panic. I can feel the aura of jerk that comes off of Jordyn. I can feel the panic and divide between her social standing and telling the truth from Violet. I can feel the fogginess and uncertainty that comes from Cora as she tries to remember what happened to her that night. 
          
          ***SPOILER OVER***
          
          Basically I made this post to explain why 94% of my book is just explaining the surroundings and what the characters feel. If anyone else can feel and do with the characters in the book and they happen to read my book, I would like them to have comfort in the fact that they always know what the main characters are feeling, and that they always know where they are.