RIP Savannah Christin. Love you 

She sat alone,
alone at home,
where her screams were silent, 
but her mind was violent,
her insecurities hid deep inside,
and they do indeed eat her alive,
a tear rolled down her face,
as her heart began to race,
she toke her blade and tore her skin,
where her depression lied deep within,
this went on for days, months, years,
and until she cried her very last tears,
she decided that she had enough,
the world around her was much to tough,
she took a gun to her head,
congratulations society,
she is dead.

I dont think that i was ever trying to kill my self but I knew If I went to far I wouldnt care