Neling🤍

Tik Tok won’t let me take down a tik tok I posted in which I look disgusting, I feel like everyone is so mad at me, I’ve got no motivation but I have so much to do, my head hurts, my make up made me so mad that I almost ripped out a fist of my own hair, I’m so dizzy, my cat broke my favourite funko pop, I feel fat and so fucking lonely. If my life won’t end soon I’ll go fucking crazy. My life is falling apart and the only thing I can do is watch because my own fucking body won’t move. I can’t move my body to work for school, I can’t move it to write a damn chapter, to do outside to fucking tell anyone that I can’t take it anymore. I think it’s just time. Idk I’ll try to stay. Sorry for little vent didn’t know where to go and I’m so overwhelmed I can’t. Love you all, I promise new chapter soon❤️

Oh and I’ll take some chapters down to rewrite them because I hate them and they’re short and ew! Soo if you see me updating them they’re rewritten❤️

Hey my beautiful people!!
          I know I say it often and nobody will belive me but hear me out! I got a week off so I’ll write at least 2 chapters!!! Pinky pinky promise! Lots of love babes, take care of yourselves. Your important! And btw if anyone got any request please let me know I’m so uncreative at the moment :( love you all!!’ ❤️❤️

I cannot describe in words how much I love her, it’s incredible.❤️

So you’re telling me, people actually think I’m cool? They want to spend time with me and text me? They like how wierd I am and how I comment? They think I’m awesome and beautiful? I’m not annoying or too much? They love me? What the hell

Is it really worth it?

Hello and Welcome to another episode of survival tips nobody need, episode #3. In todays episode I’ll tell you: do not go to a cardiologist with your dad, you’ll need to get bare chest and he’ll look into his phone awkwardly to give you privacy and won’t know where to look when the doctor is saying something. Do not recommend 1/10 for the doctor being cool. Okay thanks for reading see y’all in a chapter soon.
          
          Btw I invited my uncle to my graduation! Wish me luck that he’ll attend, I don’t see him much!

As a German I am telling you, this wasn’t a ,I love you guys’ move that was the Hitler Selute, no romanticising. With everything happening in the US in only the past 2 days it is terrifying and I’m not embarrassed to admit how fucking scared I am of what’s gonna come. We have elections in February and it’s really not looking good, fascism is taking over. I wouldn’t know where to go if I’d have to leave Germany. Nazis everywhere. I’m sending out my love and luck for everyone. Stay safe and don’t give up, you are loved. There is gonna be a solution. I’ll pray for it.

I’m invited to a party, the first one over cus I’m a introverted little pice of shit so please someone extrovert tell me how to act and what to wear because I am so so so so lost :,) send help

Marriage is scary, what if she won’t go on an IKEA lunch date with me and shares a soft ice?