update I saw him yesterday when I drove past Mildrid Avenue across the park and I stared at the car he was in until it was out of sight as it drove away.I began to cry silently again and last night it took me awhile to get to sleep and I soon found myself thinking of the past, prom, talent show practice in 8th grade.I start to cry again but it got worse when ''Anyone'' by Justin Beiber plays on my radio, the reason it got worse was because I sang that to him once.If were up to me I'd keep him in my life but it's no use, I can't have him and I know he wants me to forget him but I can't, I'm split between what my family wants me to do and what my heart wants and with each passing day the more the voice inside my heart shouts ''Do what you feel is right'' but I don't know whats right.I want someone new but at the same time I want him too.I understand I can't have both and I don't want those good times to fade away I need them to stay!
