K3ZROXS

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My apologies for disappearing for nearly 3 weeks. Basically long story short I’m struggling really bad and it’s like just as I think shit can’t get worse, it somehow does.
          	
          	I honestly don’t even know if I have any emergency posts. All I know is that I’ve got 66 stories in my drafts and zero energy to even form a thought. 
          	
          	Anyway, I’ll try to post eventually. Sorry again. 
          	December’s really tough for me.

Slvt4jackets23

Hiiiiiii I came to check on you I mean if that’s okay but hiii hru and have a great night/day!

K3ZROXS

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Thank you for checking up on me. I apologise if this message has typos as I am not sober right now but I’ll try my best to avoid that but know I am sorry in advance. I’m honestly doing terrible as fuck and as much as I love writing I have unfortunately not found myself doing it ever since I quit last year and stufff. I love writing and it used to also be a coping mechanism honestly but in general I just feel like I’ve stopped talking or writing about anything anymroe or whatever. I’ve given up on life and I know you are maybe just asking to be nice and the right thing to do is just say thank you I am fine or something but I am sad I have nobody to turn to or talk to and I’m not sober for shit and it’s 3am and I’m on the verge of crying I’m just a huge fukcing mess right now. Jm sorry
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K3ZROXS

this message may be offensive 
My apologies for disappearing for nearly 3 weeks. Basically long story short I’m struggling really bad and it’s like just as I think shit can’t get worse, it somehow does.
          
          I honestly don’t even know if I have any emergency posts. All I know is that I’ve got 66 stories in my drafts and zero energy to even form a thought. 
          
          Anyway, I’ll try to post eventually. Sorry again. 
          December’s really tough for me.

K3ZROXS

This is probably just me being extremely sleep deprived and sad talking, but I sometimes wonder about my old followers/people who used to interact with me alot(comment, vote etc). I feel like it’s because I barely post and don’t follow the schedule much anymore but it just feels sort of depressing, I guess. I have an entire note in my notes app dedicated to everyone and anyone who has ever interacted with me, and there are usernames I could recognise in an instant anywhere. 
          I miss you guys.
          Maybe you don’t check on my account or story anymore, but I just want all of you to know that I appreciate you guys so much. Every single one of you, I mean. I feel like it’s honestly just such a crazy thought that there are genuinely people who enjoy my writing. Thank you everybody, no matter if you just added my story to your reading list and never actually read it or you were there voting for nearly every single story or cheering me on when I was completely drained and on the verge of suicide. 
          
          I wish I could tell you all just how much you really mean to me. Thank you, seriously. I love you guys.

K3ZROXS

Hello everybody. Although I am still unable to pull myself together to even read through and post a emergency story, I have learnt that I am able to add songs to specific chapters for you all to listen to while reading if you please. I am unsure of how to work this stuff, so please help me out if you know how. I have also noticed that my story is said to apparently have a Spotify playlist? Clicking it doesn’t lead me anywhere, but I am hoping that somebody can help me out. I also don’t recall adding it or even being notified that it was added. Any help is helpful.