KAMIJIROU_FOR_LIFE
Hey guys i’m just gonna dump everything that’s happened in the past year if thats okay. ok it’s been so long since you guys have heard of me and im so so sorry. None of the following are excuses i just feel like if i don’t say something about it I’ll explode so here is what’s happened in the past year.
During October Last year my mother was in and out of the hospital and my now ex was over my house for that month to 1 help out and 2 for halloween
During November My mother went back into the hospital and My now ex was still over my house (he lived far so he would stay for long periods of time)
Okay December was the worst My Mother wasn’t doing well once so ever and had spent now 2 full months in the Hospital switching in and out of the ER and on the 31st of that month(new years eve) I was dumped by text for something i wish was reasonable but hey whatever i had so much going on at the time
January I had the worst mental health imaginable and my mom was still in the hospital and i jsut felt horrible by this time i’ve probably missed 3-4 classes a week and was extremely overwhelmed and stressed
much like january february was the same
my mom eventually got out of the hospital in february but unfortunately has to follow a strict way of living in order to stay healthy:(
Fast forwarding to around June i went to Georgia for a competition which i placed 3rd in so YAY me
july i developed some unhealthy habits and fell back into a state of depression
and since july ive been on and off with my mental health and i just feel like i am constantly letting you guys down so yeah
Anyways thank you for listening to my trauma dump im so sorry i haven’t updated if any of you guys are still waiting im very grateful for you and i’ll update eventually(please hold me to this)
tokoyamimain
No need to apologize. You’re going through a lot right now and you definitely need to prioritize your health. Hope your mom is doing ok
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KamiJiro4Eva
Of course take time off, like I post vids but I also take breaks and stuff. I’ll be reading whenever your ready again ❤️
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