KANDYROT

Bro how does popularity on here even work, I know someone and they joined 2 months before me and have like 400 followers -_-

KANDYROT

I failed all you and my friends, I broke my promise, from 4 months clean to 0 days clean :)

KANDYROT

@DaisyDaDai and that’s fine you don’t need to see me as friend ^^ but I’m glad you do believe in me..thank you ^u^
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DaisyDaDai

@KANDYROT I don't think we're friends since we just read eachother's fanfics but I think it's admirable that you stayed clean for four months.I never harmed myself but I'm sure it's hard you can always just restart okay?Good luck on your journey 
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KANDYROT

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          TW: ED SH thoughts of sewer slide
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I literally cannot look at myself the same way I hate my body I feel so ashamed of myself I’m tired of the same routine I just want to be dead I’m a failure daughter…IM NOT EVEN A FUCKING DUAGHTER!! Instead of doing something fucking productive I push away everyone and hurt others IM A FUCKING PUSSIE.. IM NOT READY TO EVEN GROW UP I WONT EVER BE USEFUL IN LIFE….NEVER FUCKING EVER…. INSTEAD OF BEING GRATEFUL I CUT MY SKIN AND WISH TO DIE I PUSH AWAY PLATES AND SAY IM NOT HUNGRY BUT I JUST DONT WANNA BURDEN OTHETS…im sorry..I just REALLY need to vent…

KANDYROT

@MoonYourPookie ty…THANK YOU A LOT<3 I’m trying to eat good and usually don’t mention how I’m hypersexual so that REALLY makes all the stuff I’m going through worse, like I said I’m trying to eat good but i sometimes forget to eat but if I do I make sure that I eat, I RESPONDED A LITTLE LATE SO I DONT THINK I CARE IF YOU DO CUS UHH..dang how late was I..
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MoonYourPookie

@KANDYROT Woah, woah...Why is everyone having breakdowns lately? Nah, imma switch to therapist mode. 
            You should be happy about your body, the way you look. Idk irl or even ur real name but ik you should- have to be stunning because of how kind and great you are. Ik how it's feel like to hate your body, but u need to accept it just like i accept my strawberry legs. (Don't ask me abt that joke) it's normal to have an emotional break to think about yourself and between that time, it's totally normal to not feel like eating and socializing. I didn't even eat for 3 days straight only some small snacks so i Don't die when i hated my body. But u should know like i experienced that you are just hating your body. This is your body, not someone's else so you should ignore if someone insult ur weight or size. It's belongs to you and you only, just tell me you started eating good, I really want to know if yes. And if you are holding something back, just know telling someone is good since you are gettting weight off your shoulder. I could be that someone even through i respond late.
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LunaMoon4422

@KANDYROT are you possibly my twin cause I understand completely
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KANDYROT

Anyone else on here ALWAYS check their notifications and if nothing happens for ten hours they get so bored and lie on THEYRE bed staring at the ceiling or is that just me <3

eepyBoiiii

@KANDYROT same except I just watch tiktok and AO3 and check Wattpad every few minutes 
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Cherry_soda_kX3

@KANDYROT Nah- cuz me too fr- I thought I was the only one who does that-
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