@KANDYROT Woah, woah...Why is everyone having breakdowns lately? Nah, imma switch to therapist mode.
You should be happy about your body, the way you look. Idk irl or even ur real name but ik you should- have to be stunning because of how kind and great you are. Ik how it's feel like to hate your body, but u need to accept it just like i accept my strawberry legs. (Don't ask me abt that joke) it's normal to have an emotional break to think about yourself and between that time, it's totally normal to not feel like eating and socializing. I didn't even eat for 3 days straight only some small snacks so i Don't die when i hated my body. But u should know like i experienced that you are just hating your body. This is your body, not someone's else so you should ignore if someone insult ur weight or size. It's belongs to you and you only, just tell me you started eating good, I really want to know if yes. And if you are holding something back, just know telling someone is good since you are gettting weight off your shoulder. I could be that someone even through i respond late.