KCFluffles987

What should I write next????

KCFluffles987

Hello my friends 
          
          I’m sorry for all the pain I put you all through. I love you. I’m sorry. I’m still not ok but I’m fine. Still want to die tho. One of these days I will attempt. I mean I’ve overdosed so many times but it never works so either I’ll take all the pills, ill stab my self, or I’ll shoot myself. I’m not ok. Stop trying to help. I love that you try so hard to help but for some reason I can’t accept the help. My brain won’t let you help and I hate it. I let everyone down, I can’t keep people happy. So if you don’t want to be disappointed then leave. I’m so sorry. I love you all 

KCFluffles987

@JustShrimp also it would be easier to talk if you pm me if you can. 
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KCFluffles987

@JustShrimp yeah maybe I will I just don’t want them to feel like they’ve failed me even tho I’m the one that failed them by cutting and overdosing. I mean they don’t even know
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JustShrimp

@KCFluffles987 You could try asking your parents for a therapist. I'm currently in the process of asking for one too. You might feel embarrassed, but trust me if you ask they will probably say yes. 
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