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Just saw a post of a girl who got in trouble for dying her hair....
I died my hair hot pink and it turned the entire tub pink and I was panicking. Then my mom comes in and bursts into laughter, helps me clean up, and then helped blow dry my hair.
More moms need to be like her.
So I was talking to a friend, and I told that I have never understood when the girl says there was only one bed, so they HAD to share. Because i know for a fact I would sleep on a chair or the floor. When I was younger, there was a boy in the friend group. All the girls loved him, but he annoyed the hell out of me. One time, it was raining, and he had an extra jacket. I said I would rather catch a cold than accept anything from him. He tried to give one to me anyway.
I forget what exactly I said to offend him. He was driving and rolled down all the windows, making it freezing until I apologized, which I only did because everyone turned on me.
I couldn't ice skate worth crap and he tried to help me. I'd rather fall on my ass than hold his hand.
He and the boy I liked did not get along! Hated each other.
I was terrified of Rollercoasters at one point. We were at an amusement park, and he forced his way to be next to me on most of them. Annoyed me the entire time.
We once went to separate sports camps on the same college campus, and he somehow found me!
So I went to a Three days grace concert last night (it was freaking amazing), and the group of guys beside me were rough housing and pushing the closest one into me but he was so careful to like catch himself so I wasnt bothered. When I got into the car with my sister when it was all over, I asked her, "Are guys always so touchy with each other?"
She then broke the news to me that the one next to me thought I was cute, so his friends were pushing him towards me and making a scene to get my attention. And I, being Little Miss Oblivious, was shrugging it off. Kill me.
I wish I had someone to reach out to someone who I know could save me without drowning themselves in the process. But this isn't a fantasy it's reality. Here there is no one.
Where the heck are all my drafts! Writing on here is my therapy and now it's all gone and I don't even know what to do!
My sister came over yesterday and all we did was sit on the couch with cookies and out books and read in silence beside each other.
When you've caught up with the updates but it ended in the middle of the most enthralling scene!!
Taking a pause from a book all because the main character forgave them but you aren't ready to
The resentment you can feel towards the person you love so much you promised to stay alive for is sickening
The pain is all too much.