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~All I hear is raindrops
          Falling on the rooftop
          Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
          Cause this pain I feel
          It wont go away
          And today
          I’m officially missing you
          I thought that from this heartache
          I could escape
          But I fronted long enough to know
          There ain’t no way
          And today
          I’m officially missing you
          
          [Chorus:]
          Oh can’t nobody do it like you
          Said every little thing you do
          Hey baby say it stays on my mind
          And I, I’m officially
          
          [Verse Two]
          All I do is lay around
          Two ears full of tears
          From looking at your face on the wall
          Just a week ago you were my baby
          Now I don’t even know you at all
          I don’t know you at all
          Well, I wish that you would call me right now
          So that I could get through to you somehow
          But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
          That I’m officially missing you
          
          [Chorus]
          
          [Bridge]
          Well, I thought I could just get over you baby
          But I see that’s something I just can’t do
          From the way you would hold me
          To the sweet things you told me
          I just can’t find a way
          To let go of you
          
          [Chorus]
          
          It's official
          You know that I’m missing you
          Yeah yes
          All I hear is raindrops
          And I’m officially missing you~ 
          
          :( Bogoshipyeo Jong Dae Oppa :(

To: <3 Kim Jong Dae <3 
          
          ~Senggak omnun mal tu
          Orinedul malgu nal
          Gamsa anajul yeh~
          Shimshim haltte gakeum
          Nonun aedul mal gu
          Naman saranghejul
          
          Gamanissodo danyeojadeul
          Jeonhwagil naemiljiman
          Jarangseureopge nae sajineul
          Keonae boinungeureon
          
          Boy I need a boy
          Mwol hedo ipeun
          Momae do ipeun
          Boy I need a boy
          Baby I need you
          Boy you need me too
          
          Syojuboda buinekidojal eoulgorinun keureon namja
          Kimchi bokkeum babeun naega jal malboga daesin jal mandul su innun namja
          Naika manhado daeron kyuyun namja nan gureon namjaga johdeora
          Namjadaoun cheok hamyeon sodo
          
          Somseo haljuk anun boy
          Pyeongsoen sikkeuhancheokhaedo
          Dulman isseumyeon
          
          Boy I need a boy
          Mwol hedo ipeun
          Momae do ipeun
          Boy I need a boy
          Baby I need you
          Boy you need me too
          
          
          Dashi nae ga sumeumeul dweke hae jwo
          Dashi dalkomhan no rael mandeulke haejwo
          
          You know donina mwo dan ji keu reon ke anya
          Naemameul jugo shipeun saram
          
          I need a boy uhmm yeah yeah
          Boy like you gotta make you mine
          I'ma treat you right baby
          
          Boy I need a boy
          Mwol hedo ipeun
          Momae do ipeun
          Boy I need a boy
          Baby I need you
          Boy you need me too
          
          Boy I need a boy yeah
          
          Boy I need a boy yeah
          
          Nae mareul deutgo inni
          Baby I need you boy you need me too
          Boy I need a boy~

To: KIM JONG DAE
          
          Is this the pain of missing you?
          Is this the reason behind it all?
          
          Hear the agony of my heart
          Longing for you and for your touch
          Feeling your lips, feeling your face
          Missing your kisses and warm embrace.
          
          When will the waiting ever be over?
          For as long as were apart I can never be whole
          Oh! My Dearest Love
          I just want you to know 
          That my heart is aching because
          "I'M MISSING YOU!"
          
          Sometimes at night, 
          when I lay down to sleep, 
          I embrace myself, 
          I start to think ... 
          Then I imagine 
          that you lie beside me ... 
          hugs and kisses 
          all over my body. 
          I wish you 
          could really be here, 
          just to whisper, 
          "I love you," in my ear. 
          I would turn around and say, 
          "I love you, too." 
          But will it ever be true? 
          So I turn around 
          and I wonder some more, 
          still wanting your embrace, 
          so I close my eyes and picture your face. 
          I fall asleep dreaming of you. 
          In my dream it seems so true. 
          It's as if I can really feel 
          your kisses against my lips ... 
          Then my eyes pop open 
          and you're nowhere to be seen, 
          And I feel so lonely 
          once AGAIN !!!
          
          I'm sitting on the porch 
          Wind blowing through my hair 
          The ducks are frolicking in the pond 
          But I just can't seem to care.
          Life goes on around me 
          I don't participate 
          I go through all the motions 
          But what I really do is wait.
          
          I dream about the day 
          That you'll come home to me 
          Nothing else is important 
          Why can't people see?
          
          I don't want to go out 
          I don't want to have fun 
          I don't want to do a thing 
          Until all is said and done.

To: Jong Dae
          
          :( This is dedicated to you Jong Dae. This is my feelings that I wrote for you. Come home. I need you. I miss you. :( 
          
          
          When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you. I heard someone whisper your name, when I turned around to see who it was I found myself alone
          then I knew, it was my my heart missing you. I am waiting and hoping and wishing for the time, when we can be together again! I Miss You! You may not be here with me but thoughts of you are always in my heart. I miss you.My eyes await your return. Please come back soon. I miss you.  I miss the way you used to hug me, I miss the way you used to kiss my lips, but most of all I miss the way you held me and my heart. I miss you. You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart. I Miss You. If there ever comes a day when we can’t be together, keep me in your heart, I’ll stay there forever. You are always with me. In my thoughts. I think I’ill miss you forever like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies. If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. You may be out of my sight but never out of my mind. I Miss You! A hug for you means I need you. A kiss for you means I love you. A call for you means I’m missing you. Miss you in all paths of my life. I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have; I miss you. Cause I love you and I miss you, hearing your voice is the closest thing to touching you. I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you. When you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I’m like a star; sometimes you can’t see me, but I’m always there. A day without you is like a day without sunshine. I miss you. Is your heart still mine? I wanna cry sometimes. I miss you.

:( A quote for my BF Jong Dae-ssi I know you are busy but I just miss you :( 
          
          You told me you loved me but then you left!!
          I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, I will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
          You left me with the pain of a million cuts… I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief I can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why I can’t get over you, I feel like I don’t have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will I ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why I say this in morning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!

Hi guys! I will be posting songs on my profile before i get out of school (June 4th)! Hope you all enjoy the songs! BTW some songs might be dedicated to Kim Jong Dae! Some might be blank with no name! LOVE YOU!!!!!

~Sha la la la la, sha la la la la
          You used to call me your angel
          Said I was sent straight down from heaven
          You'd hold me close in your arms
          I love the way you felt so strong
          
          I never want you to leave
          I want you to stay here holdin' me
          
          I miss you, I miss your smile
          And I still shed a tear every once in a while
          And even though it's different now
          You're still here some how
          
          My heart won't let you go
          And I need you to know
          I miss you, sha la la la la
          I miss you
          
          You used to call me your dreamer
          And now I'm livin' out my dream
          Oh, how I wish you could see
          everything that's happening for me
          
          I'm thinkin' back on the past
          It's true the time is flyin' by too fast
          
          I miss you, I miss your smile
          And I still shed a tear every once in a while
          And even though it's different now
          You're still here some how
          
          My heart won't let you go
          And I need you to know
          I miss you, sha la la la la
          I miss you
          
          I know you're in a better place yeah
          But I wish that I could see your face, oh
          I know you're where you need to be
          Even though it's not here with me
          
          I miss you, I miss your smile
          And I still shed a tear every once in a while
          And even though it's different now
          You're still here somehow
          
          My heart won't let you go
          And I need you to know
          I miss you, sha la la la la
          
          I miss you, I miss your smile
          And I still shed a tear every once in a while
          And even though it's different now
          You're still here somehow
          
          My heart won't let you go
          And I need you to know
          I miss you, sha la la la la
          I miss you~
          
          BOGOSHIPYO JONGDAE-SSI