KIPSHR1MP

I want to be held
          	I want to be intimate /nsx
          	I wanna fall asleep next to someone
          	why am I so disgusting
          	maybe people would like me better if I weren't like this
          	
          	I dont know what I am

Sylviedust123lol

@KIPSHR1MP I don't see you badly, just be yourself! You sound like you need a hug, so *hugs you thru screen* :D
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01iv3rth3si11y

@KIPSHR1MP i love you!
          	  Nothing changed when you started changing, I still see you as an amazing friend. Same with Note^ It's normal to feel disgusting, and I understand why, but I want you to know that people do love you a lot. 
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KIPSHR1MP

I want to be held
          I want to be intimate /nsx
          I wanna fall asleep next to someone
          why am I so disgusting
          maybe people would like me better if I weren't like this
          
          I dont know what I am

Sylviedust123lol

@KIPSHR1MP I don't see you badly, just be yourself! You sound like you need a hug, so *hugs you thru screen* :D
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01iv3rth3si11y

@KIPSHR1MP i love you!
            Nothing changed when you started changing, I still see you as an amazing friend. Same with Note^ It's normal to feel disgusting, and I understand why, but I want you to know that people do love you a lot. 
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KIPSHR1MP

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o mgonna fucking kay em ess i hate hm I hate him I hate him why is he so mean why
          why do I deserve it
          
          im such a fuckign crybaby why do I seek attention like this who's fault its obviously mine hahaha
          pls dint yell
          
          please don't yell at me
          
          I wanna be numb
          
          im getting high once they leave I cant take ths anymore

KIPSHR1MP

 I had a bath instead
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Artsycre

D: Don’t leave you got this sigma 
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KIPSHR1MP

ughghhh... the daily struggles (really wanting a relationship in person but I'm already dating someone long distance and ill feel bad if I try getting anything else even tho they know I'm poly and they are too andnauuahghhhhn I dont wanna break up with them I dont wanna he that kinda person and I should be more satisfied because they're really cool)

Miykao

@KIPSHR1MP tell them, and they'll probs understand! If you say their cool then they'll be chill w you having another partner along with them.
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01iv3rth3si11y

@KIPSHR1MP dw!! I feel like they would understand^^ I dont fully understand if it's you that you wanted to add someone to the relationship, but maybe you two can talk about it! They are pretty chill yk! 
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KIPSHR1MP

why am I such a fuckign failure
          
          my mom called me dramatic
          why am I so dramatic
          why
          why
          why do I have to cry
          I need to stop crying
          im so weak
          weak
          dont cry
          you'll only get in trouble
          
          im drawing blood when they go downstairs.
          fukouna girl goodbye world ^_^

01iv3rth3si11y

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@KIPSHR1MP I fucking love you!/p you aren't a failure. Emotions are normal, not weak. Don't let what they said bother you!! They are the ones in the wrong. Not you <3
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Miykao

@KIPSHR1MP you ARENT a failure, crying isnt even dramatic its normal mom behaviour. Just because you let feelings put dont mean your dramatic. 
            
            Bottling up your feelings is not good and crying is a good way to let stress out, pls update us and tell you are ok or not. We are gen worried about you. 
            
            As i said many times, we love you.
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KIPSHR1MP

I love writing lyrics
          
          og song: hymn to the decadent life
          
          
          WIP!!! for an English cover lol pls dont steal ^_^"
          
          How are you doing these so-fine days?
          I say, as if I have myself something to say
          Despite my tries, my high, my might, all I got is a faint whisper
          Why am I given so much of your filthy sympathy?
          You're not the alcohol, you're the salt
          So leave the burnt wound alone, its all your goddamn fault
          
          I've lost my own self in your lies
          Preserving all of me in your eyes
          Unworthy of even a nickel or dime, so where's my turn to die?
          I dont want to see you, I can't see you for sake
          Looks like a block is on for someone like you, so fake
          
          Without even having anything to feel,
          I find myself staring into the void today
          
          So, sorry, please forgive me, for I am a useless individual
          Whilst I was speaking, the lonely night dawned on me
          I feel as miserable as a wilted flower
          Oh, dear God, why does it always have to be?