This part of my life is over, and I will only suffer in attempt to bring it back. In order to let myself grieve my past self and move on, I am abandoning this account. I will create a new one, and I won't be pinging it here. I need to let go. Move on. Accept I will never write those books I dreamed of as a child. Depression won, but I need to accept the real me. Maybe I can still write, just not like I used to, not here. I need to allow this account to rest in peace, we are only tormenting eachother. This is probably a goodbye. I will start from 0 followers elsewhere. Rest in peace KittyCatzy, August Kat, all the me's I can never be again. Be free.