KittyCatzy

This part of my life is over, and I will only suffer in attempt to bring it back. In order to let myself grieve my past self and move on, I am abandoning this account. I will create a new one, and I won't be pinging it here. I need to let go. Move on. Accept I will never write those books I dreamed of as a child. Depression won, but I need to accept the real me. Maybe I can still write, just not like I used to, not here. I need to allow this account to rest in peace, we are only tormenting eachother. This is probably a goodbye. I will start from 0 followers elsewhere. Rest in peace KittyCatzy, August Kat, all the me's I can never be again. Be free.

Jensoo4everlove

@KittyCatzy Stay strong and remember depression never wins until and Unless you want it to. Was in a similar condition 2 years ago but am doing much better today so believe me when I say it gets better ❤️
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KittyCatzy

This part of my life is over, and I will only suffer in attempt to bring it back. In order to let myself grieve my past self and move on, I am abandoning this account. I will create a new one, and I won't be pinging it here. I need to let go. Move on. Accept I will never write those books I dreamed of as a child. Depression won, but I need to accept the real me. Maybe I can still write, just not like I used to, not here. I need to allow this account to rest in peace, we are only tormenting eachother. This is probably a goodbye. I will start from 0 followers elsewhere. Rest in peace KittyCatzy, August Kat, all the me's I can never be again. Be free.

Jensoo4everlove

@KittyCatzy Stay strong and remember depression never wins until and Unless you want it to. Was in a similar condition 2 years ago but am doing much better today so believe me when I say it gets better ❤️
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dearestjna

EREN IN YOUR PFPPPP

dearestjna

@TheLadyMissulena Tbh!! It was nice talking to you ♡. Have a great day.
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KittyCatzy

@jxxotic basedd. I love Hange, she is my spirit animal, but Eren just more photogenic for the pfp
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dearestjna

@TheLadyMissulena I'm just a girl who is OBSESSED with attack on titan. Levihan are my parents btw.
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KittyCatzy

What i used to kind of like abt Wattpad, is that when I have my periodic weird depressive adhd writers block or etc episodes, and go inactive for 5 months, I don't lose too much followers.
          
          Well not this time!
          
          I went from 450 to 380. Might just cry

Earl_Dukov

Ah, I see. Unfortunately everything fades away. It's why we crave eternity, because it's the only thing that lasts long enough!
            
            "Mist and shadow, cloud and shade,
            All shall fade, all shall fade."
            -Pippin's song, Return of the King
            (The 1st poem was also by JRR Tolkien!)
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KittyCatzy

@theforestgreene oh that would make sense... But kind of sad since a lot of my OG good friends went inactive, I may never have the chance to reach them bc they likely would be among the ones deleted
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KittyCatzy

@Earl_Dukov aww thank you, I love the poem! And from my head I know my worth isn't based off followers, but I still hate watching numbers go down because it's a reminder that my stories and dreams r being forgotten thanks to me procrastinating writing and being so inactive
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KittyCatzy

Since Wattpad is a pain when it comes to editing chapters, I probably will take a while to edit the name/username at the bottom of my poem books to my new name/username, but it's still meee! I'll change it eventually, but probably not any time soon, bc im not looking forward to wattpad tryna bug out and removing all my formatting when I try to edit one simple detail..