Sometimes I fantasize of death, as it comes and goes however the grim has came to me and has caressed my cheek in comfort. It would wipe my tears from my face, stopping the swelling tears with his sleeve as he would hold me.
There would always be a song in the background, it always was the same. I don't know why, but it comforted me.
It told me to be strong and maybe that is what caused me to awake.
It was as if I was born atop a ship, my parents pirates, and oh. How I adored the song. I wish I could hear it more as I'm held by a chilling touch that was warm in my delusion.
"Ahoy, ahoy, sweet daughter of the Seas.
Ahoy this child be mine.
The Admiral's girl, his whole entire world...
For as long, as stars do shine."
"Ahoy, ahoy, sweet daughter of the Seas.
Ahoy this child be mine.
The Lady's girl, her whole entire world...
For as long, as sands of time."
"Be strong, belong, my daughter of the Seas.
Be brave, don't you forget your seaside days.
Always the pride of our nation's eyes
You will never go astray. "
Is how I remember it. It was always so gentle, sung by a lady with a soft spoken voice, and a music in the box that seemed to repeat her words in codded music.
beautiful, it was. I wish to be sung to, Id let my eyes drop heavy in sleep, feeling my body go heavy and limbs weaken as I am swayed by a killing moon to my desired death.