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ok, what the fuck is wrong with nijisanji
so if you dont know what im referring to, you might be familiar with news going around in SO MANY different fandoms of someone named Selen Tatsuki being Terminated and getting involved in the WORST PR EVER.
Selen Tatsuki is a vtuber, and if you dont know what a vtuber is, you can search it up online because im too lazy to explain it. She was someone that I supported early on in her Nijisanji (the corporation she works for) career and after recent events, i really do pray that what happened now WONT happen to ANY of the other livers (if you want more details, i suggest watching this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTAL-8v_HsQ). It's not only affected them, but it's affected their communities as well, hence why i do NOT support nijisanji anymore, and am now in grief.
so many people are leaving the corporation, which i FULLY understand, considering the incident and the work environment but its really affecting me. i've been watching them as a source of happiness and to cope during really dark times when i was being severely affected by depression, so seeing so many of them leave like this just left me devastated, like a part of me left. Mysta, Nina, Pomu, and now Kyo, 2 of which being my oshis (Mysta and Kyo) have left (though Kyo hasn't left YET but is leaving friday this week), and Selen terminated. Even though they have new or adopted different identities now (Selen being Dokibird and Mysta being -redacted-), it really does feel like they've gone and disappeared.
i will be delaying my supposed bungo stray dogs oneshot book until i've fully recovered- oh wait, I never announced about that!
Ahem- as i was saying...
the bsd oneshot book that i was planning will be delayed until i've gotten more space in my schedule and when i, again, recover from this dilemma.
Thank you for reading this long ass post.