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SaoirseEmoboygobbler

maybe it'll take me years to forget your smile on that one fateful day— i'll never forget how you flashed me that smile. the smile that haunts me everyday and every night. i'll cherish it for sure. but i don't think i can bear acting as if I'm over the fact that you never liked me. you said it yourself, i'm too young. but even if i was young, i know to myself that i meant everything i told you. from my sudden confession that "mahal na nga ata kita" and those cringy things i told you because i was confused and scared— scared that you'd really do it.

SaoirseEmoboygobbler

i hate the fact that you seem so disinterested and unbothered when i stopped reaching out to you—maybe you had your reasons. maybe you simply never liked me and i'm the one to blame for pushing myself to you, but i can't believe that you don't even care despite those nights i spent with you. then again, i'm the one who willingly obeyed and i let myself get comfortable despite no clarity on what you feel towards me. i'll be left here, haunted by your simple gestures—crying over the feelings you made me feel even if it wasn't real.