@KSDivergent
Hey Guys, Gals and non binary pals. I'm going to finish up my one work on here and trust me it is a lot better because I have literally not updates in three years and anything is better than 12 year old me. I might start writing another story afterwards, but we will see. Thanks so much for sticking around, check out my story if you can (the first few chapters suck because sometimes there is just no way to fix 12 year old me)
long time no talk best buddy
@eletrickindle yeah I miss the summer school is hard. I haven't been on wattpad in a while. It upsets me. How have you been.
http://youtu.be/EisZTB4ZQxY watch this video!!!! 'THE BULLYING EXPERIMENT' Stand Up Speak Out Against Bullying.
School starts tomorrow and I'm having some trouble with something else. So I won't be able to update 'Dauntless My own story' for a while but I will still be updating the Divergent Contest.
Status. Listen to yourself kid. Listen.
Dear you,
Yes. You. You have this for a reason.
Do you hear them?
The screams and the shouts
That make me cover my ears
Yet still they are heard
The voices
That are speaking
And no they wont stop
The shrieks
It keeps coming
Please, i pray, please
The noises
That's the pounding which never will end
The constant banging of my head
I just want to disappear
But there's no where to hide
There's light
Showing who I am
And it feels like
Someone's crushing me
Suffocating me
Punching me
Killing me
And for once
I wish it was dark
@eletrickindle You were walking on the moon and now you're feeling low What they said wasn't true, you're beautiful. Sticks and stones break your bones, I know what you're feeling words like those won't steal your glow Your one in a million. -brittnicole gold.
Live life
Now
Not tomorrow
Don't regret one thing
Just live it like its the first day
And live like there will never be a last
Some slash their wrists
Some swallow a bottle of pills
Jump of a high rise
Hang themselves or
Blow their brains out
And in that moment
When they are bleeding to death
Closing their eyes for the last time
Or hanging loose in the air
About to let that weight drop
And let that
Bullet pierce through their skin
Are the moments they feel most alive
Maybe suicide is meant for that
So very "Special moment"
To feel alive
Just once before
You cease to
Exist
Hi Kierlyn! It's Emma, remember me? Queen Tobia? Well anyway, I'm so sorry to hear that you were bullied. You are an AMAZING person!(I'm a stalker)
P.S. pufferfish can smile!(you can too,why not try it? Smiling can make you feel great sometimes) spread the word that pufferfish can smile!
Hey Emma, I had no idea you had wattpad. And thanks for saying that about pufferfish it did make me smile. :)
Today was four more hours of running and sprinting ugh. I am so sore. But my thighs don't even jiggle now they are rocks so is my stomach and biceps.
Thank you Vaishu. You too are irreplaceable. Your smart funny and are a make up queen. You can sing and play instruments. I just wanted to thank you for being there when everything went down hill for my your a great friend. I'm glass that some one said something to me because I have been a mess. Thanks Vaishu for making me smile.
Stop having depressing status'... I'm dying over here
I'm the girl that talks others out of SUICIDE, but has a hard time doing the same for herself. She truthfully assures everyone they are beautiful, caring and loved because she doesn't want them to feel the same way she does- the opposite.
She paints a pretty picture
But this story has a twist
Her paint plush is a razor
Her canvas is her wrist
In a color that's blood red
While using her sharp paint plush
She ends up finally dead
Her pretty pictures fading
Quite slowly on her arm
The blood is not racing through her
She can no longer do harm
She painted her pretty picture
But her picture had a twist
You see her mind was her razor
And her heart was her wrist
Blank space is my reply
that's what itll be not living
that's the end of existence
and nobody can fill that blank apace
but u
What is life?
Is it the bird in the tress. How about roaming Cattle. Or the waves the waves crashing on the beach. Or girls calling other girls fat. And a slut, lesbian or ugly.
My life is answer 4. And that's not worth living.