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Would it be sad if I said I was having a mental breakdown while sitting in my living room on a pull-out-couch with 4 monsters 2 things of whoppers and 2 large bags of spicy doritos and watching 'Mercy Chrismas' while doing homework and crying?...oh and im about to do my hair,its fucking 11:38pm wtaf. 

(Just another vent :) )
          
          Ok this isn't ment to offend anyone but I just wanna say this now.
          White people have no culture. Yeah,I said it. And even if they did,whats there culture,huh? Enslaving people and guns and shit?
          Fun fact: Christmas is a cultural celebration! :)
          And I will say this now,im not racist. Lol.
          Oh and by the way,easter is a Christian holiday for all the Atheists (aka my father) 
          (Cough-)
          But yeah no hate just a vent,my family are full of dickheads </3

I'm so sorry if the previous message I posted triggered any of you,I didn't mean to cause any harm,sorry.

(This is just a vent)
          I'm not doing the best in school and it's stressing me out,im getting yelled at and body shamed and I just can't take it anymore.
          Im being forced to go to therapy and my siblings aren't being the best,my brother is acting a bit homophobic towards me.
          My sister is just being a little bitch about things and I dont understand what I did wrong to get them to hate me so fucking much.
          I've been doing some stuff to help with my stress and in the end im just a crying shaking mess.
          I cant eat i cant sleep i cant do anything and im just hurting so much inside and idk who to turn to anymore.
          I've lost two moms and my father and one of my grandmas are verbal abusers.
          I rarely ever get to see my four year old brother because of my stupid fucking father.
          I've lost two sister because of my father.
          I've tried to overdose last week because of him. I don't know how much more I can handle.
          And although I'm not living with him at the moment,i constantly hear his words and his bickering.
          Fun fact: I hate yelling,and he yells a god damn lot.
          He's even forcing me to go to therapy against my will and im honestly just so done.
          Im lying to everyone because im so fucking scared to admit the fact that I just wanna fucking die and scream and just get away from all this shit.
          I dont expect pity,I just wanna vent and get my feelings out because maybe this will explain why I've been acting a bit weird around some people and shit and im so sorry for being a little bitch about some shit thats going on at home but at the end of the day we all have feeling,right? Please agree.
          I will be honest when I say I've tried to kill myself and that I've thought about it.
          I will be honest when I say I dont wanna eat again.
          I will be honest that I've cut myself and not even my wrists but my body because I fucking hate myself.
          Im so fucking honest and I still preceed to get nowhere in life because thats how fucking useless I am.
          I've lost so fucking much,I dont wanna lose anything else.

My mom dropped me,thats why I read the Bible and harass small children officer.

Me: takes a sip if monster energy
          
          My body: so u wanna stay up all night?
          
          Me: No?-
          
          My body: Mk,I gotchu...ok now your sleep schedule is ruined <3
          
          
          
          This is why you shouldn't breathe kids :)

When your father gets you a therapist without your consent or say-so and didn't even ask if you felt comfortable having one and tells you that you have one the day you have to talk to them and says you have to and doesn't care about how you feel and is only doing it becuse he want to look like a good guy,so cute,right? <3

Me: coughs
          Also me: headache go brrrrr

@SamThePuffleHuff btw I'm here to proof ur wife as ur self appointed BFF!

@SamThePuffleHuff gnight!!