returning to this thing after all this time is… bizarre…
I still think about that adult teenager who told me he was in love with me because I reminded him of his dead sister sometimes.. he did not at any time pursue a non platonic relationship with me, although I can say looking back that it was a weird relationship nonetheless… I think bro really just needed somebody. he eventually came to his senses about being best friends with twelve year olds and explained we could no longer talk… I actually met my first girlfriend through him (she was his younger brother’s irl friend and therefore much closer to my age… I know for certain that I was not being catfished because after about a year we were video chatting and eventually flatly facetiming… she also ended up no longer being friends with them by then) and despite it being online was still my longest and most serious relationship to date… despite being what made me realize I may actually be aromatic
