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So it’s been about 6 months, past me was right bout that lol
          
          So I have grown as a person, at least, I hope so anyways- and that also means I’ve grown as a writer, and yes, I very much have 
          
          So while writing something I remember I had a Wattpad account, then I remember that i have written and Published stuff here
          
          So I’m going to reread them, I will probably die, but if I come out alive after reading them, and depending on how bad they are, I’m going to get rid of them, because 2021 writing was not good
          
          
          Probably say somethin in a bit, bye

So I’ve been reading a lot of Kyman(Kyle X Cartman) fanfics for about over 2/3 years now, and I’d like to give my opinion on how that relationship would look, in my opinion of course 
          
          I feel like, Kyle wouldn’t let himself not be in charge, he wouldn’t let Cartman be in charge of anything, even tho they’d be in love and together, everyone sees to forget how Kyle is, he wouldn’t let Cartman be in charge, in many things, especially in the bedroom- 
          I’ve read so many fics when Cartman is top and Kyle is bottom, and it has never seemed right to me, at all, Kyle wouldn’t let himself be submissive to him, even if they were dating, he would never 
          
          And with Cartman, would also try to be on top of everything, but he would honestly fail, Kyle never allow that at all, and especially in the bedroom, Cartman would fall under Kyle after a while, it’s honestly pretty obvious 
          
          
          Alright, thanks for reading about my opinion on Kyman, now it’s time for me to disappear for another 6 months, bye bye :)

Jesus holly fucking god
          I have not been on here in a long, long time 
          I reread everything I’ve written, posted or drafts, and it’s all so bad, oh my goodness grashes
          I’ve looked when I last posted all of them and I couldn’t help but laugh, it’s been a long time, it’s been over 2 years since I’ve last touched some of them, and oh my goodness there so bad lmao
          I feel so- weird- reading it- I kept on asking myself if I actually wrote that- it doesn’t seem like my writing at all, like on my goodness, it’s nothing like it is now, it’s so, so bad, I want to slap my past self-
          
          I just wanted to let the peoples know that, there’s a small chance I might be coming back, like anyone cares, but just wanted to say, 
          I might post some original(more semi original-) work here, like stuff with my own characters and shit, don’t know yet, 
          But yeahh, don’t know yet, 
          Alright bye bye now

I need to sleep
          I got school later and ive just been reading fanfics all night
          I need to stop

Happy birthday to meself-

Is anyone else just like, sad?

Im on a plane right now
          
          
          And I am scared!
          
          
          I feel sick
          
          
          Ive been crying for the past 3 hours
          
          
          Time is moving so Fucking slowly!
          
          
          Kyle cant even comfort me 
          
          
          I can feel the plane turn
          
          
          The plane is to bumpy
          
          
          I'm having a panic attack
          
          
          I'm hidding in the bathroom
          
          
          I cant hear anything, not even my own thoughts
          
          
          I just want to go home
          
          
          Someone 
          Please
          Help
          
          
          
          

hi??

i hate Valentines day

My life is really sad-