I wish you were still around. I miss you deeply. I truly understand the love I hold for you now. You are forgiven and I only hope your own self greatness to be allowed to bloom by you. I wish you could see you the way I see you. I meant it when I said I always want you around. I see the potential and best version of you. Healed you. My home and arms are always open to you, no matter the condition. I value you as family. I wish things were different. But things are what they are. I don't hold anything against you and only hold love for you. You are my first love and I will forever have love in my heart for you. I would be lying if I said I didn't worry about your safety and well-being. Sometimes I wish I could turn it off. This isn't obsession just passion for something I care about. You are a beautiful soul and I accept all of you.
