I want to pour my heart out right, but it doesn't happen. I always change my mind, my mood changes, my purpose, my sadness, my happiness, my anger, my personality, especially what I want... You cannot live without making mistakes in life, but what if you are presented with two options that can change your life... what if you make a mistake? It is possible? What if you don't make mistakes? If you don't make a mistake, you'll be wondering about the other way around. If you make a mistake, you regretfully want the other option. Nobody is satisfied in this life... endless thoughts, choices, desires...... the reason why I'm writing here right now is that I don't know what upsets me, what my problems are, I don't know what to write. If I really knew myself, everyone would know me too...